I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

You're a very selfish person for even thinking of ending your life after getting an innocent woman entrapped in a marriage with you and an innocent child . And now that you've given up so soon, you want to now dump your responsibility on another person all because you were a coward who couldn't face life and its challenges head-on. Nonsense. God will punish you in hellfire for this rubbish.

If you kill yourself, you are the looser Chief, just know that, better Man up and keep pushing, your breakthrough is closer than you think

Hashabiah:
You're a very selfish person for even thinking of ending your life after getting an innocent woman entrapped in a marriage with you and an innocent child . And now that you've given up so soon, you want to now dump your responsibility on another person all because you were a coward who couldn't face life and its challenges head-on. Nonsense. God will punish you in hellfire for this rubbish.

Thank you

tammyboy1:
If you kill yourself, you are the looser Chief, just know that, better Man up and keep pushing, your breakthrough is closer than you think

Thanks a lot but I think I've push enough. I don't have the strength to push further

This is rather too harsh. He needs some composed motivation, not condemnation.

No one can escape depression in Nigeria, not even pastors etc. let's help waken the sleeping giant in him. It is well.

aysnoopy:


Thanks a lot but I think I've push enough. I don't have the strength to push further

push for the next six months,then come back to this comment and share your testimony

You are just a coward for thinking suicide.

Everyone is suffering in Nigeria now but no one is thinking of giving up talk more of suicide.

If ur son doesn't motivate u to work hard and never give up, then nothing will.

There are alot to do to feed them if pride won't prevent u.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

visit my thread.. https://www.nairaland.com/7009633/10-easiest-way-kill-yourself

ogawisdom:
You are just a coward for thinking suicide.

Everyone is suffering in Nigeria now but no one is thinking of giving up talk more of suicide.

If ur son doesn't motivate u to work hard and never give up, then nothing will.

There are alot to do to feed them if pride won't prevent u.

This is not all about pride.
U don't know me likewise u don't know my struggle. U never know what I've gone through. All u can say is I'm a coward. Well, I won't say I'm brave. Let the brave continue

Suicide ideation is what worries these Nairalanders, they never pull through. Another set of children type these paragraphs to troll and/or scam members. Nothing concern me. If you want to exit, do so. Don’t come here threatening that you will any time soon. I don’t know you and your departure will change nothing in my life.

aysnoopy:


This is not all about pride.
U don't know me likewise u don't know my struggle. U never know what I've gone through. All u can say is I'm a coward. Well, I won't say I'm brave. Let the brave continue

Suicide is not an option

You are a strong/brave man for being able to marry n pay all marriage rites. Now God blessed u with a son and u want to chicken out just like dt.

Let me not hear suicide from ur mouth again ooo

Ur testimony is next

Stop comparing your life to dt of others (abi mates) it's a sure way to depression.

The Journey of life is different for everyone. There is always someone doing way better

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

...I want you to know that there will always be light at the end of the tunnel...ur situation may be lasting but never everlasting ...success is closer than u think

Killing yourself is never an option. Just hang in there and see how help and mercy will locate you.

Harsh words up there, it may seem,but if you think the pains of this life is more than the one in the afterworld for taking your own life, the you are mistaken.


Scattered around you, with evidence of a better tomorrow, are examples that the race to be successful isnt always to the swift or fastest or smartest. Yeah, you have this reminder that causes pain, but ignore them and put yourself to distract your mind from such thoughts either by prayers and/or looking for diligent work.

Besides, not all that glitters is gold. It’s barely 1/4 of your expected Lifetime to conclude this fast about your value to yourself and the world at large. Don’t you want to find out what the others 3/4 holds? Trust on God and don’t lean on this understanding that’s currently making you want to take your life. Something good will come your way!


And hang around positive friends and listen to people that are genuinely interested in you becoming a better fellow.

Only if you are suffering from a terminal disease and you know you won't recover and it's stressing the family emotionally and financially. That's euthanasia or mercy killing which is usually to relief the person of pain and agony and also save his/loved ones from the financial burden.
Aside that, suicide is selfishness and wickness and also a sign of cowardice.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

You think everybody that you see on the street all dressed and left the house early are headed to work? Some disguised and Just find a place to hung around, people dey suffer but they just don't show it, stay around and keep pushing you'd see how things change for good in no time, suicide is never an option, stay head strong, we are in this together so it shall pass soon.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

Go to the hospital and see those who need suicide but sleep and wake up hopeful that they will get better.
No one is having it easy not even the dead. You brought a child into this world and now you can't even look at the child as your reason to keep pushing?

aysnoopy:


Thanks a lot but I think I've push enough. I don't have the strength to push further

You have pushed too far to quite. Most people are going through what you are going through and even worse but they keep pushing especially when they have people that look up to them.like their baby. You have pushed too far to quite so just push a little further.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

Suicide
That you are alive , hale and hearty with this phone in ur hand and been able to type these words is enough to thank God.. there are people with worse stories. Just keep on striving bro.

MISSCONGENIALITY:
Only if you are suffering from a terminal disease and you know you won't recover and it's stressing the family emotionally and financially. That's euthanasia or mercy killing which is usually to relief the person of pain and agony and also save his/loved ones from the financial burden.
Aside that, suicide is selfishness and wickness and also a sign of cowardice.

.
Did you study philosophy in School?

Op, your life is not doing well but your dike is, abi? You want to turn an innocent boy to an orphan, you want to turn your young innocent wife to a widow abi? It is not going down that is wrong, staying down is-----MUHAMMAD ALI

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

Had your dad killed himself who would have seen you through your early life or you think he didn't go through shit? Guy man up, life has never been fair, your mates are making it big but some are roaming mad on the street, some are in jail, some are down with terminal diseases while some are dead. Your are alive, hale and hearty with a great future ahead of so so there's no reason for you to give up, keep fighting and you will surely break even. Success man

Sirchiboy:
.
Did you study philosophy in School?

Yeah.
Philosophy/psychology

I feel ur pains and how shameful u look in ur family, bro choose any job don't even think of certificate, this Nigeria ehnn just survive nio, my calabar friend with no ssce is working as cook house keeper and earns 45k ,his wife also do chef they are doing fine maybe business on their mind

Op go to luth or lasuth and see how people wallow in agony of pain, where they are on sick bed for nothing. U will thank God for your life for being Hale and hearty.....

Don't give up.. your expectations will surely comes to your doorstep... believe and pray

Just one year,u r complaining.

aysnoopy:
I've been thinking this for over 2 weeks now.
I'm totally depressed and I want to end it all.
I'm not here to pretend I need help but people that knows me well knew that I've been seeking for assistance to get a job for more than a year now but it's not coming forth.
I think this will be the only way to stop the pains I'm feeling in my heart.
How can I be jobless and my mates are making it big. Even my course mates in school are achieving. I think I'm at the bottom of my mate.
Whom do I offend? What's the purpose of staying in the world with nothing to show.
I can't take a taxi to go out on my own without first treaking half of the distance to cut tfare expenses.
I've a thread on this nairaland about poultry. I've been doing well in poultry before financial crises comes in. I even have a WhatsApp group of 80+ participants that have gain more about poultry but my poultry business have fold up due to some financial crises.
I'm not just a new member here so people shouldn't think this a stunt.
I have HND certificate in civil engineering. I've seek for jobs from a lot of places, even some nairaland members have promise to help some times ago but help isn't coming forth so I've think the best option for me is to stop d pain. I can't be at the bottom of my mate while everyone is achieving good tins.
Though I'll miss my wife and son but I can't be killing myself little by little by thinking about how my life has been so useless since over 3 decades back.
I know if this happen, people/family that doesn't care about me will took step to take care of my only child (if they wish to).
I've been going round seeking for help. I can't feed my family anymore. No ability to medical care.
I'll drop my pen here.

Me I no get wetin to tell you oo! Cause everybody to die one day sha. I’m going through shii also but I can never think of taking my life cause eventually I go die

Give it time, and you'd look back a few years from now and wonder how stupid you were thinking about giving up.
You'd say to yourself: "omo thank God I didn't kill myself. What the f*ck was I thinking?"

It takes just one year to totally transform your life. You could go from a jobless broke ass to a N1M/month salary, a nice ride, fine wife, a cute son and plenty money in the bank under one year.

So stay strong and keep trying.

Baba I tell you one truth,giving up should never be an option believe me.I do not known you neither do you known me,but one thing I want to let you known today is that we all are going through so rough shirt, but we just find a way to keep going on.I earn less than 50k with a family to take care of,and am a graduated with a good grade. But one just have to keep believing.
My mum will always tell me that this word is a market place,some trade in the morning, some during the day and others in the evening, I have friends who are doing so very well that their life,and I also have those who wish to be me.baba life na turn by turn.peace.

Na this format you want take land job issokay continue