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| The Reminiscence by IfyChuky(m): 1:33am On Nov 08, 2014 |
[b]—THE DIFINITION (These were what went though my Mind the day I realised I'd be leaving Home eventually for Studies) — For the first time in along while, my thought set sail. I knew pretty soon it would be me against the world... It would be just me, all by myself having to face the ever trying times of a tertiary environment. There wasnt a thing I didnt think 'coz I was deeply absorbed in a pensive. I struggled to imagine what the future already has for me.., I got lost in extreme fancy as I grabbled with my imagination..., I thought so hard that soon, I could feel myself no more - If I haven't been fully aware how this started, I sure would have concluded that I was just about going demented. "How do I face life with me being the ßoss?" "How do I sail myself to great heights, now that I've turned the Captain?" It was then I realised that; For the first time since I was a child, I would have to be without any sort of parental guidiance, 'coz for some reason, I was displaced far away into the heart of the East..., "#Just too far from Home!" - I cowered. — Now, My Life and Destiny lies just in my hands to either Groom or Doom. "How do I go about this build up Process?" Atleast, Indeed I've got Reputations to Nuture, Maintain and Redeem... I musn't let my Destiny crumble just for mere Euphemerals... I just musn't let my Parents down, neither need I, to my Own very self.... These and many more had me absorbed until I beheld my Definition... — The Definition; My Story.... And now, I could say; —I know who I am., Where I've been., How it has been., Where I am., Whence I hail., and Where am Headed. I know; What I'd be exposed to On my very Quest of a lifetime.., And most Importantly..., I knew exactly; What's expected of Me., #So, I took a deeper gasped and soon, I couldn't realise I was stil living... — I know pretty soon, I'd be accountable for my every Action.., Should I Fail; My Shame.., but If I succeed, ofcourse, It'd my Glory be. Immediately I realised I've got little or no room at all for #Extenuations.., "No need going flimsy", I mumbled.., It was then I became deeply afraid.., koz I'm now called to become whom I'll strive to Be.. I'm Indeed liable; To what I make of Myself., To How, What and Whom I expend my Time On... I'm liable to what places I'd be, and even to what I'd do In wherever I might Be.. I realized that; To every mistake I make, I should and would be held culpable.., and To every Greatness achieved; God and Myself are solely responsible. Could it be am now a god to myself, 'koz Indeed, 'm a 101% accountable for my every Action.., #I kept thinking til I was restored to conciousness — "Life from here?!", I cringed.[/b] #Its all about self awareness.., 'koz thats the tool to being Oneself... |
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