Right from the moment i was born, my dad have been making my life decision for me. He chooses the friends i have. He chooses the films i watch, the books i read, who i talk to, and he also decides how i spend my liesure time. I never allow anyone to visit me at home because my dad might drive them away and i'll face some query. I'v been living like that for many years till it becomes my parmanent attitude to stay away from people. I now become a loner. He granted me the permission to have my first phone when i passed out from secondary school and that adds to my mysery. I now get addicted to using my mobile. I prefer playing game, listening to music and surfing the internet on my phone than talking to people which makes me ignore the community. When i was admitted into Kwara State Polytechnic, i started feeling the need to have friends to help me write attendance when i'm absent, for information, for assignment and other stuff. But i find it difficult to make friends because people at school and at home have marked me as a loner. I try to talk to people but people won't try to talk back. They will rather listen to what i say than have me listen to what they say. People already believes i like being on my own. I'm now outcasted My English Language is poor because i seldom talk to strangers. I want people to share their problems with me. I want people to know i have sense of humor. I want people to invite me out like they do to other people. I want people to know that i'm a good Conversationalist. I hate the fact that if i didn't start up a conversation with someone, there won't be any.

I'M A HUNDRED PERCENT LONER. IT'S ENTIRELY PART OF ME. ITS TOTALLY COOL.

SAVES ME FROM THE WHOLE LOTS OF SHIIT IN THIS WORLD.

AND ITS MORE CONVENIENT THAN BEING A
FEMINIST AND AN EMPTY "NOISE MAKING WITHOUT ACTIONS" CUNNT

bros this your mata eh, I don't even know what to say

Op you make me wanna cry..

*swipes tears from my face*

1) Go out from your comfort zone and meet people.. Don't be shy, try talking to random people on random topics. ..

2) Engage potential friends in conversations. . It would be kinda weird if two guys probably in the same dept sit close to each other and not say anything between them selfs.. .. A simple "guy how far.. I didn't believe juventus would beat Madrid yesterday o".. "Hello, how was your test/exams"

3)build your confidence by going out in the company of outspoken and bold people, interact and mix with them..

4) loosen up yourself. . Your dad isn't with you at the poly so his policies should remain with him at home... .

*yawns*


EricRichie

Ur dad must be a deeper life pastor

Cutehector:
Ur dad must be a deeper life pastor

There is nothing wrong with you

bettercreature:
There is nothing wrong with you

yea I knw ryt

What are you good at? I mean what can you do differently? All this periods you've been alone what qualities have you discovered about yourself? All those musics and books you've been digesting what values have you imbibed? Believe you me if you've not discovered your true self and become grounded while alone people will bore you and you may decide to stay on your own for the rest of your existence which can be dangerous. Build and make yourself a person of value and people will seek you out. Or just maybe, you have been reading the wrong books,playing the wrong games and listening to the wrong musics.

Give me 5 of your fav musics of all time and I would tell you a little about your self.

agarawu23:
bros this your mata eh, I don't even know what to say

smile, i didn't expect you to know what to say because i know you're anti-lonesome, never had a dulling moment.

Cutehector:
Ur dad must be a deeper life pastor

He's a muslim.. he's just doing his responsibility as a dad, but he's overly responsible.. i live in badia, where teenagers live street life, he just don't want to have me mixed up with thugs.

many people are raised the way you were raised but they all turn out different.
it all depends on the grounds you want to break.