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is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 10:12am On Dec 19, 2015
My best friend..
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My best friend is a very cute and lively guy. whenever he smile at me with that his cute face,I always wish he was my bf. Since he told me about her cute gf and all the fun they had together, I take him as my secret admire . hoping one day he will realise my love for me.
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I try coping when I saw him in school bin surrounded with girls. It not a new thing to Me cause everybody loves a cute thing he was indeed a cute n funny guy . I stare at him from afar . appreciating the perfect work of our creator on his cute face. Few minute after he sight me ,he wave at him,I wave back and I smile at . but I was thinking in within me, I should be the one next to him. But my heart is at ease, knowing that , one day he will realise my love for me.
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I heard a knock at my door, I stand up to open it,luckily 4 me,it was my best friend and i was very happy. he hugged me but I don't want to leave his arm,so i hold him more closer to me. as I turn my head to the other side,I saw her gf, I was shock at first cos I didn't noticed he came with his gf. I have to take my hand off him. After greeting his gf,my best friend said he came to invite me to her gf party... The word gf paralyzed me , but I didn't show it. I told them I will b coming...they left after taking a glass of water...I thought in within me, it should be me next to him, I should be the one he loves. But m still hoping that , one day he will realise my love for me.
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my best friend came back alone knocking at my door ,he seems miserable as he came in and I noticed he was drunk. He sat down on my bed and gaze at me. He was trying to smile but he was crying. I was very scared . I move closer to him n pet him. Then he told me him gf broke up with him and he received a call that her mom is dead. I was shocked
. he mewl bitterly in my arm as evil thought occupied my mind. Should I take the advantage of him since he is drunk... I have to rebuke d evil spirit in me. He is my friend and I don't wanna hurt him...
He look up after few minute n hold my face, gazing at my eyes... I was happy,cos i was thinking he was about to kiss me... Unfortunately for me he said " you re very beautiful". I smile as tears fill my eyes then He continue" I always wish you are mine, but fate is wicked . we r only best of friends" tears roll out of my face freely now...he smile at me n continue" stop pretending, I know you don't care.I think you r using your charm on me. Tell me why?...tell me y?... " tears roll out of his face too..." I broke up with my gf,she didn't ,cause I don't love her, cause my heart is with someone else, n d person is you" ... I mewl like a baby not believing what I was hearing. " tell me, do you love me. a wretched human being like me . ever since I saw u,I fall in love with you. I no, I no DAT Am always a loser. I lost my father when I was 2 . my mother married another man who treat me like a trash . I dated someone I didnt love cause I want to make you jealous. But you don't feel a thing. And now, and now, my mum is dead... I have no hope again...no love...no one to love me .... No one ... N u... U r just my friend... Tell me,do you love me?" ...
My cloth is filled with tears. I look at him unbelievably... Is he talking like this because he is drunk? Or is he trying to test me? ...
" I know" my best friend said" I know you don't feel a thing for me. I am not that drunk, I know what m saying. I try to woo you, but I don't know what else to do....life is wicked ryt" he gaze at my soak face and said" just take this as a goodbye favour ... " he kissed me and I was shocked... After a few minute,he let go" am sorry, but I have always wanted this. Just take it as the last favour you will do 4 me . after today, we won't talk again. We can't be together again. I won't see your smile again. Your pretty face will be nothing to me again" .I was afraid of what he said, I don't wanna leave him...I wanna c him often.wat is he saying was wat I was thinking." Temi, do you love me?" I was speechless. I don't know what to say .... He smile again and hug me as he wept bitterly.... Finally he stand up n wave at me..." I will forever cherish you" he left me...
I was happy and the same time e
Worried... Why did he said those scary word? Is this a dream? ...
Finally, my dream has come true, I will tell him the answer tomorrow. I will let him no I love him.
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When I get to schl the following morning, everyone was starring at me. I was confuse but I don't care. I was only looking for my best friend to tell him I truly love him... I went to the lecture class but none was there. I went out I saw people crying...I don't wanna poke my nose so I stare at them from afar... Suddenly , two police men came to me,I was afraid . but they look bad. They ask me if am temi n I reply them with yes. Then he finally told me to follow them...I was frighten but I have no choice...as we are going ,we saw a lot of people crying and starring at me, am confuse. Finally we arrived der n saw a lot of pple crying again ...some are rolling on d floor while some are side talking n pointing @ me...as I look up I saw a man who hang himself with a rope. On his chest was written" I will always cherish you temi...it was written with a knife cause he is bleeding... I was confuse n move to him more closely, to my greatest surprise,it was my best friend....I shout n fainted.... I wokeup in d hospital after 2 week... I was given a letter by the police wic read thus:
Dear temi
By the time you r reading this letter, I won't be in this world again. But I hope you won't forget me...I have to do this because I have nothing to do in this world any longest... I always wanted to commit suicide cause I thought I had no hope until I saw u...I have always hope you will be mine,but your response today makes me hopeless...I hope you will forgive me for not saying a proper goodbye.... Goodbye dear....I cry n fainted again...
I wish I told him ....I wish he knew

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Re: is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 10:14am On Dec 19, 2015
thanks 4 reading ... I have to add some things to it 2 make it superb tho.
Re: is it too late? by queeny by nerdfrost(m): 5:51pm On Dec 19, 2015
Ur story's sad,I don't like sad stories cry ure very wicked,why didn't u tell him
Re: is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 10:22pm On Dec 19, 2015
nerdfrost:
Ur story's sad,I don't like sad stories cry ure very wicked,why didn't u tell him
lol...na fear
Re: is it too late? by queeny by donaldphilipizu(m): 10:42pm On Dec 19, 2015
wat a tragedy[center]wat a tragedy[/center]wat a tragedy
Re: is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 10:57pm On Dec 19, 2015
donaldphilipizu:
wat a tragedy[center]wat a tragedy[/center]wat a tragedy
abi
Re: is it too late? by queeny by Spark5(m): 7:25am On Dec 20, 2015
africanqueeny:
lol...na fear
One question, did this actually happen? . Loved the numbering tho, made the reading easier and more interesting.
Re: is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 7:59am On Dec 20, 2015
Spark5:
One question, did this actually happen? . Loved the numbering tho, made the reading easier and more interesting.
it happens ....tho I add somtinx
Re: is it too late? by queeny by Spark5(m): 5:19pm On Dec 20, 2015
africanqueeny:
it happens ....tho I add somtinx
. I suspected so, that was why I asked. Hope the guy did not really die in real life shaa.
Re: is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 10:20pm On Dec 20, 2015
Spark5:
. I suspected so, that was why I asked. Hope the guy did not really die in real life shaa.
yesso...but he went out of d country
Re: is it too late? by queeny by nerdfrost(m): 12:45am On Dec 21, 2015
africanqueeny:
lol...na fear
. Yes ooo,na fear

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Re: is it too late? by queeny by Spark5(m): 10:26am On Dec 21, 2015
africanqueeny:

yesso...but he went out of d country
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I would have loved to chat you up, maybe on whatsapp, just to properly understand certain facts based on the above writeup, but I'm currently off the IM social grid...
But if I may ask, what really was on your mind that could have happened, or gone wrong, if you had given him your answer straight away when he asked?
Re: is it too late? by queeny by africanqueeny: 7:43pm On Dec 22, 2015
Spark5:

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I would have loved to chat you up, maybe on whatsapp, just to properly understand certain facts based on the above writeup, but I'm currently off the IM social grid...
But if I may ask, what really was on your mind that could have happened, or gone wrong, if you had given him your answer straight away when he asked?
...private chat
Re: is it too late? by queeny by Spark5(m): 6:49pm On Dec 23, 2015
africanqueeny:
...private chat
. OK then. Though I haven't used nairaland private chat service before now. Hope you don't mind sending me a "Hi" so I can reply and pick up from there.

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