Huxley tou need to go back to Africa. There are somethings correct about your view but it not all. The God does exist and there is Hell and there is Paradise. You are getting older, now that you are 50 years old. It is more rapid now than ever, the reason old people say time goes by so quickly, soon, you will die. I am concern about you. Get close to your raetor, because you are not a chance of occurrence~