I've gotten to the stage where life is no more interesting!
Even if wealth comes today, I doubt if it'll change my state of mind. Life to me is sooo meaningless.

I've reached the stage where all I pray for is good death....maybe sleep and don't wake up again!
Death interest me more than life!

I don't even need anyone to preach to me about Christ, cos I know the Bible more than you do and I don't miss church!!

You might want to know the cause. Well, I figured that since I graduated(about 6 years ago) nothing works in my life.
Failure, near success syndrome, job losses, relationship disaster, sadness, tears, brooding, betrayal by friends I've once helped, confusion, fear, hopelessness, scorn, etc are all I've encountered for years!

No prayer of any kind(from pastors, prayer warriors) have worked for me!
An ex once told me that I cannot fit into this world. The world is not for me and that I should go and die! Meanwhile, I was good to her! I only made a Lil mistake that made her turn against me.......a mistake I don't see as an offense

Every day I ask myself; who have I offended that has Cursed me or using diabolic means to manipulate me and turn my life up-side-down? I can't think of anyone cos I've been good to all that come my way. I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had!

God does not want to answer prayers! He does not want to grant heart desires! He does not want to crown efforts with success! Now, can't he just kindly take the life, so that all sufferings and psychological torture will come to an end??!! I'm in my early 30's and I've already grown grey hairs on my head(so many!!)


If life has sincerely not been fair to someone, then that person is ME!

go and sit down!!! do you think u have suffered yet u have data to type this,many don't even have a phone, or eating, behind every success is a story,i know some are born into riches but some and mostly didn't give up till they made it. dear of, people have encountered more than u can imagined but they pressed on and made it, look for ur passion, u must work, develop the Lil 'luck' u have and it will rise! just because some girl told u so and u became so embittered to even remember that it is a gift to breathe! if u still want to pressed on u can go and exchange ur life with someone who is about dying! it is when u see death face to face,that is when u will know that u are lucky.

Oocc:
I've gotten to the stage where life is no more interesting!
Even if wealth comes today, I doubt if it'll change my state of mind. Life to me is sooo meaningless.

I've reached the stage where all I pray for is good death....maybe sleep and don't wake up again!
Death interest me more than life!

I don't even need anyone to preach to me about Christ, cos I know the Bible more than you do and I don't miss church!!

You might want to know the cause. Well, I figured that since I graduated(about 6 years ago) nothing works in my life.
Failure, near success syndrome, job losses, relationship disaster, sadness, tears, brooding, betrayal by friends I've once helped, confusion, fear, hopelessness, scorn, etc are all I've encountered for years!

No prayer of any kind(from pastors, prayer warriors) have worked for me!
An ex once told me that I cannot fit into this world. The world is not for me and that I should go and die! Meanwhile, I was good to her! I only made a Lil mistake that made her turn against me.......a mistake I don't see as an offense

Every day I ask myself; who have I offended that has Cursed me or using diabolic means to manipulate me and turn my life up-side-down? I can't think of anyone cos I've been good to all that come my way. I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had!

God does not want to answer prayers! He does not want to grant heart desires! He does not want to crown efforts with success! Now, can't he just kindly take the life, so that all sufferings and psychological torture will come to an end??!! I'm in my early 30's and I've already grown grey hairs on my head(so many!!)


If life has sincerely not been fair to someone, then that person is ME!

Do not be depressed. Depression is what causes a man to see only darkness instead of the light. It makes a man take many wrong turns. It makes you weak when you shoild be strong, it makes you ignore the soft voice of the divine when it calls upon you to act. Take time off see those who left as a sign that they do not belong in your life. Stop and pray in your heart. Stay in a quiet room and talk to God in your heart. Forgive the past. Forgive everyone who has offended you. Do you know that when a person is angry at himself, it hinders his progress in life? Forgive yourself. See the past as a learning time. Educate yourself on things you would have done differently. Reinvent your way and let the divine guide you through life.

Otemanuduno come and see o

Oocc:
I've gotten to the stage where life is no more interesting!
Even if wealth comes today, I doubt if it'll change my state of mind. Life to me is sooo meaningless.

I've reached the stage where all I pray for is good death....maybe sleep and don't wake up again!
Death interest me more than life!

I don't even need anyone to preach to me about Christ, cos I know the Bible more than you do and I don't miss church!!

You might want to know the cause. Well, I figured that since I graduated(about 6 years ago) nothing works in my life.
Failure, near success syndrome, job losses, relationship disaster, sadness, tears, brooding, betrayal by friends I've once helped, confusion, fear, hopelessness, scorn, etc are all I've encountered for years!

No prayer of any kind(from pastors, prayer warriors) have worked for me!
An ex once told me that I cannot fit into this world. The world is not for me and that I should go and die! Meanwhile, I was good to her! I only made a Lil mistake that made her turn against me.......a mistake I don't see as an offense

Every day I ask myself; who have I offended that has Cursed me or using diabolic means to manipulate me and turn my life up-side-down? I can't think of anyone cos I've been good to all that come my way. I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had!

God does not want to answer prayers! He does not want to grant heart desires! He does not want to crown efforts with success! Now, can't he just kindly take the life, so that all sufferings and psychological torture will come to an end??!! I'm in my early 30's and I've already grown grey hairs on my head(so many!!)


If life has sincerely not been fair to someone, then that person is ME!

Dont give up my brother, theres always hope.

Barney11:
go and sit down!!! do you think u have suffered yet u have data to type this,many don't even have a phone, or eating, behind every success is a story,i know some are born into riches but some and mostly didn't give up till they made it. dear of, people have encountered more than u can imagined but they pressed on and made it, look for ur passion, u must work, develop the Lil 'luck' u have and it will rise! just because some girl told u so and u became so embittered to even remember that it is a gift to breathe! if u still want to pressed on u can go and exchange ur life with someone who is about dying! it is when u see death face to face,that is when u will know that u are lucky.

Do u kw if I've eaten since yesterday? I've bn using my phone for years and the MB had bn there for long. I never said I was jobless since I graduated. I talked about job losses.......u get a job and then get sacked without reason....continuously!

If u know how I can exchange my life for someone dying, pls don't hesitate to let me know!

#U don't know my story!!!

Oocc:
I've gotten to the stage where life is no more interesting!
Even if wealth comes today, I doubt if it'll change my state of mind. Life to me is sooo meaningless.

I've reached the stage where all I pray for is good death....maybe sleep and don't wake up again!
Death interest me more than life!

I don't even need anyone to preach to me about Christ, cos I know the Bible more than you do and I don't miss church!!

You might want to know the cause. Well, I figured that since I graduated(about 6 years ago) nothing works in my life.
Failure, near success syndrome, job losses, relationship disaster, sadness, tears, brooding, betrayal by friends I've once helped, confusion, fear, hopelessness, scorn, etc are all I've encountered for years!

No prayer of any kind(from pastors, prayer warriors) have worked for me!
An ex once told me that I cannot fit into this world. The world is not for me and that I should go and die! Meanwhile, I was good to her! I only made a Lil mistake that made her turn against me.......a mistake I don't see as an offense

Every day I ask myself; who have I offended that has Cursed me or using diabolic means to manipulate me and turn my life up-side-down? I can't think of anyone cos I've been good to all that come my way. I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had!

God does not want to answer prayers! He does not want to grant heart desires! He does not want to crown efforts with success! Now, can't he just kindly take the life, so that all sufferings and psychological torture will come to an end??!! I'm in my early 30's and I've already grown grey hairs on my head(so many!!)


If life has sincerely not been fair to someone, then that person is ME!

GET ANOTHER JOB, AND BE ASSURED YOU WON'T LOSE IT ANYMORE, EXCEPT FOR A BETTER ONE. IF IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, THEN I AM A LIAR.

However, this is a sign of necessary change. It's only religion a human being will try from day 1 to deathday and remain in it till death when it is not working for him. DROP YOUR RELIGION AND TRUST YOU WON'T HAVE SUCH EVIL OCCURENCE ANYMORE. I DID MINE DECEMBER 2015 AND MY LIFE HAS NEVER REMAINED THE SAME.

Oocc:
I've gotten to the stage where life is no more interesting!
Even if wealth comes today, I doubt if it'll change my state of mind. Life to me is sooo meaningless.

I've reached the stage where all I pray for is good death....maybe sleep and don't wake up again!
Death interest me more than life!

I don't even need anyone to preach to me about Christ, cos I know the Bible more than you do and I don't miss church!!

You might want to know the cause. Well, I figured that since I graduated(about 6 years ago) nothing works in my life.
Failure, near success syndrome, job losses, relationship disaster, sadness, tears, brooding, betrayal by friends I've once helped, confusion, fear, hopelessness, scorn, etc are all I've encountered for years!

No prayer of any kind(from pastors, prayer warriors) have worked for me!
An ex once told me that I cannot fit into this world. The world is not for me and that I should go and die! Meanwhile, I was good to her! I only made a Lil mistake that made her turn against me.......a mistake I don't see as an offense

Every day I ask myself; who have I offended that has Cursed me or using diabolic means to manipulate me and turn my life up-side-down? I can't think of anyone cos I've been good to all that come my way. I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had!

God does not want to answer prayers! He does not want to grant heart desires! He does not want to crown efforts with success! Now, can't he just kindly take the life, so that all sufferings and psychological torture will come to an end??!! I'm in my early 30's and I've already grown grey hairs on my head(so many!!)


If life has sincerely not been fair to someone, then that person is ME!

Sorry dude. I know the feeling. Cc: Naijadeyhia another one don come o

Barney11:
go and sit down!!! do you think u have suffered yet u have data to type this,many don't even have a phone, or eating, behind every success is a story,i know some are born into riches but some and mostly didn't give up till they made it. dear of, people have encountered more than u can imagined but they pressed on and made it, look for ur passion, u must work, develop the Lil 'luck' u have and it will rise! just because some girl told u so and u became so embittered to even remember that it is a gift to breathe! if u still want to pressed on u can go and exchange ur life with someone who is about dying! it is when u see death face to face,that is when u will know that u are lucky.

Nigger shut up. No be by force to contribute.

I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had! Bro, you ar better than 2million people on the street

Oocc:
I've gotten to the stage where life is no more interesting!
Even if wealth comes today, I doubt if it'll change my state of mind. Life to me is sooo meaningless.

I've reached the stage where all I pray for is good death....maybe sleep and don't wake up again!
Death interest me more than life!

I don't even need anyone to preach to me about Christ, cos I know the Bible more than you do and I don't miss church!!

You might want to know the cause. Well, I figured that since I graduated(about 6 years ago) nothing works in my life.
Failure, near success syndrome, job losses, relationship disaster, sadness, tears, brooding, betrayal by friends I've once helped, confusion, fear, hopelessness, scorn, etc are all I've encountered for years!

No prayer of any kind(from pastors, prayer warriors) have worked for me!
An ex once told me that I cannot fit into this world. The world is not for me and that I should go and die! Meanwhile, I was good to her! I only made a Lil mistake that made her turn against me.......a mistake I don't see as an offense

Every day I ask myself; who have I offended that has Cursed me or using diabolic means to manipulate me and turn my life up-side-down? I can't think of anyone cos I've been good to all that come my way. I give alms to the poor often. I help people with the little I had!

God does not want to answer prayers! He does not want to grant heart desires! He does not want to crown efforts with success! Now, can't he just kindly take the life, so that all sufferings and psychological torture will come to an end??!! I'm in my early 30's and I've already grown grey hairs on my head(so many!!)

Young man i empathize with you as many of us have been down this road but never got swallowed by it but we decided to ask God what it was He wanted to teach us from this experience. I saw where someone mentioned me and recommended me to you. Can we talk? There is nothing too difficult for God to do.

A similar situation like yours was here on nairaland about a young lady who just like you went through your kind of issues and decided to end her life..she even had the poison ready but she allowed us to communicate and today is 100% different from the suicidal person she was and has found peace and purpose.

Your case is not different brother. Lets talk pls. I will pm you now pls respond.

You know nothing about depression so pls hold it!!! You think being able to buy data on your phone is life? Let me tell you why you must be connected to the Internet at all times: to search and keep applying for jobs cos nobody will do that for you, nobody will bring the vacancies to you free of charge. You have to keep applying, keep persevering. That's the only hope. Other than that, it’s hopeless. Everything else is hopeless. Get that. That's depression.

Barney11:
go and sit down!!! do you think u have suffered yet u have data to type this,many don't even have a phone, or eating, behind every success is a story,i know some are born into riches but some and mostly didn't give up till they made it. dear of, people have encountered more than u can imagined but they pressed on and made it, look for ur passion, u must work, develop the Lil 'luck' u have and it will rise! just because some girl told u so and u became so embittered to even remember that it is a gift to breathe! if u still want to pressed on u can go and exchange ur life with someone who is about dying! it is when u see death face to face,that is when u will know that u are lucky.