I started dating dis lady after i completed my OND education, i met her in lagos...we both fell in love with each other and i became so addicted to her...everytin was going on smoothly...after a year we met, i decided to further my education..i got admission into a university but i cudnt get a direct entry so i had to start from 100level again.i was not happy leaving the lady to another state were my school was.she also had 5yrs delay in admission and she was seeking for admission...i left for school..we were both communicatin and i use to travell down to lagos to check on her...before i left i promised to get her an admission into same school so we cud be close again.before we started dating i asked if she was in a relationship she said No....that they both broke up....i blived and never wanted to have any doubt about her..as a student i was also running a small business to finance myself.wen the next year form came out....i got her the form...she wrote the exams... all the list came out..her name wasnt there...we were left with only one list...i wanted her name to be there so i had to go an extra mile for her...i had to bribe my way out, i was asked to pay 30k which was a big cash for me to afford as at then but some how i raised the money...her name came out with the supplementary list and she was given the admission...that made us closer to each other again and we continued for another one year in same school...wen she got to 200level she changed i was in 300level...we were both running a 5yrs course.this lady,i loved her to the extent that even as a student i attend to all her basic needs even before mine...i buy her clothes,jewelries and all that she needs so can focus on her academics and i did that so that all those tins wont distract her and men wud not use that to entice her...blive me i had no moneys, i was also a poor student...while her wordrobe was filled with clothes,as for me i can count the no of clothes in mine...even some of them were already worn-out...i did that becos i was a young innocent guy and i had always seen her as my future wife....to cut the story short she changed while she was about entering 200level...everytin i use to do never satisfy her anymore...she was always complaining about everything i do....i tried again adjusting my life style to suit hers.but she is always giving an excuse...she will always cook up a fight with me,i will still end up begging her.i kept on begging her cos i didnt wanted to loose her...i had invested all my life on her...i had no where to run to again...a lot of people already know us together and i dont know wat to tell them...everybody said i loved her too much.some of my friend use to tell me that am not taking care of myself...i had just 2jeans and like 3shirts to myself with a pair of shoes that i was already known with and i use to stay in a one room face me and face u apartment...some of them says she is even more classy than i do not knowing to them dat it was my last sweat i used in making her look beautiful....she changed at 200level started seeing someone else and was looking for a way to breakup with me...finally i caught her evidence...she lied to me...i went tru her fone and i saw so many pix of the guy...none of my pix was there...i finally realised that she was just trying to break up with me....i was emotionally down to the extent that i cudnt read....to cut the story short my performance in school dropped so badly i had so many carry overs and i finally dropped out of school becos of the same girl...i had to leave school...my pastor called me one day to ask of my girl and i told him wat happened cos he also knows the lady in question...he was so sad and asked me to come and see him at his office the next day...wen i got there he asked me the kind of business i was doing whick i told him...and he said can i supply him goods worth 200k...i said i dont even have worth that in my shop but i cud get it for him...he said i shud give him my account number....i gave him and he sent me 1million naira right there in my presence....i told him if he made a mistake,he said No....that i shud use d 200k to get him those items and i shud keep the remaining 800k to start up a new life..my God i was shaking and i started rolling on the floor..that was the first time i wud see a million naira in my account!!.this happened 6mnths after the lady left me...i was already growing lean becos of thinking and loss of appetite due to the shock...i took the money and i supplied those items and that was the begging of greatness for me....my pastor friends visited his house and asked who supllied him those item that they wanted sometin like that and i was called againn and they gave me another 1.5million naira contract...i was shocked becos i had just supplied the previous one like 5days ago...i made a lot of profit and i moved from my place to a very big apartment well furnished and my life changed completely...and since then it has been different contracts in millions...in a space of another one year i had achieved a lot...i had travelled abroad to 4 different countries...i got so many jobs from south africa, ethopia and russia...this is 3yrs now that my girl is still dating her fellow student boyfriend. She heard a lot about my progress...sometimes she tries to contact me but i always ignore...my pain is that i lost my degree becos of this lady, my work now occupies me to the extent that i cant even tink about schooling again...now i have a lot of good and bad girls following me up and down like flies.....the truth is that i dont love any one of them and i end up not going deeply into any serious tin with them...some of the sincere ones among them tried all they cud to get my love but its not just working....my past experience wont let me love again...i have beautiful girls around me both in nigeria and outside the country...they claim they love me and i always play along also with them..I bang dem fine fine girls everyday like mad of course with a CONDOM ooo....we catch fun wen am less busy but the simple truth is dat am not in love with any of them...i just wish i cud love one among but am not getting to love any..some of them go to the extreme to win my heart but damn it my heart is like a stone now.though i dont maltreat the ladies but none of them can also bodly say that we are running a serious relationship ...pls i need ur advise,honest and sincere advise needed...i wish i cud come back to that good loving guy i used to be back then....only matured comments plsss...