I was in love with this lady for years but the circumstances that brought us together made me not to show her how much i love and felt for her, a female friend of mine introduced her to me and since then i couldnt forget her. i made a move during my university days and when the female lady that introduced her to me  noticed what was happen she quarreled with her so that made me pull back, the funny thing was that i thought  we were just friends.
After my service year i made up my mind to approach her and tell her how i felt for her,one thing lead to another and the courage to open up was also missing, when i finally made up my mind to call her, her number wasnt going through, i was forced to call her friend because i then belive that i should fight for my happiness, to my surprise  she told me that she died a week before my call.i thought she was joking not until i saw her poster few minute later, i stood motionless for minutes. i  didnt know what to think,

I ended up saying if i had known i would have told her how i felt  maybe just maybe she will fight death and be alive till now,it is 6 months now i lost her,"HAPPINESS R.I.P,I luv u". It was because of the loss and pain that made me befriend that God forsaken girl that messed my life up. thank God we broke up on feb.

THIS IS A WAY TO TELL MY FELLOW NL IF YOU LOVE A PERSON SO MUCH PLS DONT HESITATE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS, the person you see today may not be tomorrow. life is short enjoy it.

if u hav any luved one u have lost pls share with us. thanks

sad story

sorry for ur loss, sad.

but, dont turn this into the depression forum, lets keep the romance and fun going

@ poster

Sorry to hear of your loss, I understand how you feel.  Somtimes it's like the last conversation is played over again and again, you try to will yourself into changing the storyline.  Sadly, the reality is that they were no longer with us and we can't change the past.

They say "time is a healer", and it's true, though no one can tell you how long it can take.  Just take each day as it comes.  Don't think too much about what you didn't say, or whether anything you could have said might have changed the outcome. 

There are some things on this side of heaven that we will never understand.  Just be thankful that your paths crossed in this life.  In future, should another opportunity arise, grab it with both hands and don't live to regret it.