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My regrets. by iGod(m): 5:44pm On Jul 19, 2019
To my Mum, I love you so much, if I had to come back again here, you'd still chose as my mother, because you're the best in the world, you gave in your all for me and for the rest of us.

I hope that you'll find a place in your tender heart to forgive me, your loving son for leaving you in the cold without prior warning. I've always been your husband, and the one like your eyes since the demise of your husband and my dad, and we are all abandoned.

I hope that one day, you'll find the happiness that we've always labored for all my life, so that you, alongside my sister would be happy for the rest of your life.

My dear sister, I'm deeply sorry if I failed you, I never wanted to, but my heart is already made up, as these pains have become unbearable for me. I'm so ashamed to tell you that I have been withdrawn from school as I couldn't focus again due to my lacks, I tried patching everything up, but my effort wasn't just enough. My dearest Sister, if you ever come across this, I'm so sorry, please forgive me cry

I'm happy it's all ending soon, my pains and the worries, now it's time to say a prayer and free the spirit from this worthless body. It's the end of my journey here. It's a goodbye message, Bye Mum I love you.

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Re: My regrets. by blesskewe(f): 5:57pm On Jul 19, 2019
Suicide??


Think about the tears she will cry
Heartless vagabond
Re: My regrets. by ThothHermes: 6:02pm On Jul 19, 2019
Being withdrawn from school is not a good enough reason to pull the plug. Many billionaires are school dropouts.
It can even be a good thing.

Billionaire PayPal co-founder and serial investor Peter Thiel has a program where he funds people's businesses to drop out of school i.e you only qualifiy if you drop out.
I don't see a problem. Na lack of money dey worry you. grin
Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 7:04pm On Jul 19, 2019
Bro don't even think it.
Some of us were never meant to have a smooth life.
I dropped out of university twice actually.
First time I entered university,I dropped out after 3 weeks to go to Europe to hustle as an illegal immigrant.
Wasted 2 years of my life there.
I also dropped out again for 2 years the second time after my return to Africa because I couldn't juggle between business and studies.
I thought it was going to be for one year but streets no easy.
I remember how my mum cried and threatened to die because I just couldn't finish school.
Then left the first year,I thought all was well with me and I was preparing to go back when another tragedy struck!
I had to hustle again the next year.that is how one year became 2 years.
People laughed,my siblings went crazy and people insulted especially my immediate older sister.
Telling me every time how much of a disaster I was.
But I was focused,determined and dedicated in my business and saw it as the best thing in the world.
Bros today,men don dey alright.
School is good but don't let people make you feel it is the only way to survive because it is not.
Streets good too.will give you fast money without much procedures and bureaucracy.
Goodluck men,you are better than this.

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Re: My regrets. by tabithababy(f): 7:10pm On Jul 19, 2019
Come to think of it, why don't you guys tell your parent, siblings and relative that you want to kill yourself. undecided why coming online

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 7:17pm On Jul 19, 2019
iGod:
To my Mum, I love you so much, if I had to come back again here, you'd still chose as my mother, because you're the best in the world, you gave in your all for me and for the rest of us.

I hope that you'll find a place in your tender heart to forgive me, your loving son for leaving you in the cold without prior warning. I've always been your husband, and the one like your eyes since the demise of your husband and my dad, and we are all abandoned.

I hope that one day, you'll find the happiness that we've always labored for all my life, so that you, alongside my sister would be happy for the rest of your life.

My dear sister, I'm deeply sorry if I failed you, I never wanted to, but my heart is already made up, as these pains have become unbearable for me. I'm so ashamed to tell you that I have been withdrawn from school as I couldn't focus again due to my lacks, I tried patching everything up, but my effort wasn't just enough. My dearest Sister, if you ever come across this, I'm so sorry, please forgive me cry

I'm happy it's all ending soon, my pains and the worries, now it's time to say a prayer and free the spirit from this worthless body. It's the end of my journey here. It's a goodbye message, Bye Mum I love you.

Indeed life can sometimes be hard, but please don't give up.

This may just be a chapter of your story. Please for your mum's sake, be patient for the next.

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 7:35pm On Jul 19, 2019
Me that nearly drown 3days ago nko
Re: My regrets. by Horlawoomey(m): 7:42pm On Jul 19, 2019
Don't do it brother.

There is more to life than having an education, we all don't need to conform to what society believes, you can be somebody without an education, you can achieve your goals, your priorities can be met.

Don't kill yourself

Don't be a f*cking coward

Don't put a knife through the heart of your loved ones.

Think about the good times you've spent with your family.

Your death can spoil everything for them, their lives may never remain the same.

Think about the agony you will go through

About the pain when it's too late.

Don't do it brother.

Life is beautiful.
Re: My regrets. by Pavore9: 8:06pm On Jul 19, 2019
The OP, has deleted all his other threads. If helps gets to him early enough, he needs to be taken urgently to go see a Psychiatrist for him to be stabilized with medication.
Re: My regrets. by FreeMejoor1(m): 8:08pm On Jul 19, 2019
Logobenz:
Bro don't even think it.
Some of us were never meant to have a smooth life.
I dropped out of university twice actually.
First time I entered university,I dropped out after 3 weeks to go to Europe to hustle as an illegal immigrant.
Wasted 2 years of my life there.
I also dropped out again for 2 years the second time after my return to Africa because I couldn't juggle between business and studies.
I thought it was going to be for one year but streets no easy.
I remember how my mum cried and threatened to die because I just couldn't finish school.
Then left the first year,I thought all was well with me and I was preparing to go back when another tragedy struck!
I had to hustle again the next year.that is how one year became 2 years.
People laughed,my siblings went crazy and people insulted especially my immediate older sister.
Telling me every time how much of a disaster I was.
But I was focused,determined and dedicated in my business and saw it as the best thing in the world.
Bros today,men don dey alright.
School is good but don't let people make you feel it is the only way to survive because it is not.
Streets good too.will give you fast money without much procedures and bureaucracy.
Goodluck men,you are better than this.
word bro..business don take over.

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Re: My regrets. by Wizy123: 10:31pm On Jul 19, 2019
iGod:
To my Mum, I love you so much, if I had to come back again here, you'd still chose as my mother, because you're the best in the world, you gave in your all for me and for the rest of us.

I hope that you'll find a place in your tender heart to forgive me, your loving son for leaving you in the cold without prior warning. I've always been your husband, and the one like your eyes since the demise of your husband and my dad, and we are all abandoned.

I hope that one day, you'll find the happiness that we've always labored for all my life, so that you, alongside my sister would be happy for the rest of your life.

My dear sister, I'm deeply sorry if I failed you, I never wanted to, but my heart is already made up, as these pains have become unbearable for me. I'm so ashamed to tell you that I have been withdrawn from school as I couldn't focus again due to my lacks, I tried patching everything up, but my effort wasn't just enough. My dearest Sister, if you ever come across this, I'm so sorry, please forgive me cry

I'm happy it's all ending soon, my pains and the worries, now it's time to say a prayer and free the spirit from this worthless body. It's the end of my journey here. It's a goodbye message, Bye Mum I love you.
I hope you are not thinking of taking your life, because the owner of that life will ask you for it, it doesn't belong to you , fear God and you will find mercy and peace

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 10:59pm On Jul 19, 2019
iGod:
To my Mum, I love you so much, if I had to come back again here, you'd still chose as my mother, because you're the best in the world, you gave in your all for me and for the rest of us.

I hope that you'll find a place in your tender heart to forgive me, your loving son for leaving you in the cold without prior warning. I've always been your husband, and the one like your eyes since the demise of your husband and my dad, and we are all abandoned.

I hope that one day, you'll find the happiness that we've always labored for all my life, so that you, alongside my sister would be happy for the rest of your life.

My dear sister, I'm deeply sorry if I failed you, I never wanted to, but my heart is already made up, as these pains have become unbearable for me. I'm so ashamed to tell you that I have been withdrawn from school as I couldn't focus again due to my lacks, I tried patching everything up, but my effort wasn't just enough. My dearest Sister, if you ever come across this, I'm so sorry, please forgive me cry

I'm happy it's all ending soon, my pains and the worries, now it's time to say a prayer and free the spirit from this worthless body. It's the end of my journey here. It's a goodbye message, Bye Mum I love you.
Withdrawn from school? You wanna end everything cos of that? Pls don't, there's more to life.
Re: My regrets. by mostyg(m): 11:24pm On Jul 19, 2019
Please don't do it
Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 11:58pm On Jul 19, 2019
Go ahead .. end it grin grin grin


You are worthless after all

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 12:54am On Jul 20, 2019
Refuse to die a coward who is too scared to fight till finish. Get your ass up and do something about your situation, only you can.
Die a fulfilled man my friend and not an azzhole who is too selfish not to consider the pains of his mum and beautiful sister. By the way, what's your sis name?
Re: My regrets. by LilMissFavvy(f): 1:39am On Jul 20, 2019
Do you know the number of people who lose admission, went to school twice or more before being able to graduate? Don't give up. Find any job, manage, then in the far future you will go back to school. Education isn't everything. Don't do it.
iGod:
To my Mum, I love you so much, if I had to come back again here, you'd still chose as my mother, because you're the best in the world, you gave in your all for me and for the rest of us.

I hope that you'll find a place in your tender heart to forgive me, your loving son for leaving you in the cold without prior warning. I've always been your husband, and the one like your eyes since the demise of your husband and my dad, and we are all abandoned.

I hope that one day, you'll find the happiness that we've always labored for all my life, so that you, alongside my sister would be happy for the rest of your life.

My dear sister, I'm deeply sorry if I failed you, I never wanted to, but my heart is already made up, as these pains have become unbearable for me. I'm so ashamed to tell you that I have been withdrawn from school as I couldn't focus again due to my lacks, I tried patching everything up, but my effort wasn't just enough. My dearest Sister, if you ever come across this, I'm so sorry, please forgive me cry

I'm happy it's all ending soon, my pains and the worries, now it's time to say a prayer and free the spirit from this worthless body. It's the end of my journey here. It's a goodbye message, Bye Mum I love you.

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Re: My regrets. by peacefulhome(f): 10:35am On Jul 20, 2019
hardwerk:
Go ahead .. end it grin grin grin


You are worthless after all


This is not funny bro. This is someone life at stake.

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 10:42am On Jul 20, 2019
peacefulhome:



This is not funny bro. This is someone life at stake.
We live to die

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 10:57am On Jul 20, 2019
iGod:
To my Mum, I love you so much, if I had to come back again here, you'd still chose as my mother, because you're the best in the world, you gave in your all for me and for the rest of us.

I hope that you'll find a place in your tender heart to forgive me, your loving son for leaving you in the cold without prior warning. I've always been your husband, and the one like your eyes since the demise of your husband and my dad, and we are all abandoned.

I hope that one day, you'll find the happiness that we've always labored for all my life, so that you, alongside my sister would be happy for the rest of your life.

My dear sister, I'm deeply sorry if I failed you, I never wanted to, but my heart is already made up, as these pains have become unbearable for me. I'm so ashamed to tell you that I have been withdrawn from school as I couldn't focus again due to my lacks, I tried patching everything up, but my effort wasn't just enough. My dearest Sister, if you ever come across this, I'm so sorry, please forgive me cry

I'm happy it's all ending soon, my pains and the worries, now it's time to say a prayer and free the spirit from this worthless body. It's the end of my journey here. It's a goodbye message, Bye Mum I love you.
Free the Spirit from worthless body? That's the mistake of many that commits suicide. Your spirit is not free anywhere, there are spirits, dark spirits that are 100 times bigger and stronger than your spirit, they will take your human spirit into captivity and torment you for eternity, then you will understand how privileged it is to be a human on earth. The body you have does not belong to you, it was given to all of us to make the best use of it and work our way home to the heavenly paradise since Adam has set all our feet to the path of eternal destruction and torment,but for the love of the creator. So wake up and wise up. A suicider don't have rest, what they have is torment all through eternity. Imagine that you are locked up in a cell for one thousand years without food without water, being flogged daily, yet you won't die, that's just a tiny description of what you will encounter when you commit suicide. All the pains, anguish and worries you think you are freeing by committing suicide will then be multiply to you in a million time, bro I tell you, you will beg them to release you and make you the worst living soul on earth, even the most hated and lest privileged on planet earth, but it won't be possible again!! I just feel like telling you all this. So make a wise decision. Thanks.

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 12:37pm On Jul 20, 2019
Tosinex:
Free the Spirit from worthless body? That's the mistake of many that commits suicide. Your spirit is not free anywhere, there are spirits, dark spirits that are 100 times bigger and stronger than your spirit, they will take your human spirit into captivity and torment you for eternity, then you will understand how privileged it is to be a human on earth. The body you have does not belong to you, it was given to all of us to make the best use of it and work our way home to the heavenly paradise since Adam has set all our feet to the path of eternal destruction and torment,but for the love of the creator. So wake up and wise up. A suicider don't have rest, what they have is torment all through eternity. Imagine that you are locked up in a cell for one thousand years without food without water, being flogged daily, yet you won't die, that's just a tiny description of what you will encounter when you commit suicide. All the pains, anguish and worries you think you are freeing by committing suicide will then be multiply to you in a million time, bro I tell you, you will beg them to release you and make you the worst living soul on earth, even the most hated and lest privileged on planet earth, but it won't be possible again!! I just feel like telling you all this. So make a wise decision. Thanks.

This is the most scary part of the suicide equation. Many refuse to see suicide as a form of murder to start with, hence no one goes further to talk about the after-life repercussions.

But you've spelt it out in very simple terms. Thank you. I hope the op would listen. He hasn't even come online again since yesterday. cry

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Re: My regrets. by Manifoldlove: 1:24pm On Jul 20, 2019
Suicide because you dropped out of school?

Just go to google and type "MOST SUCCESSFUL MEN THAT WERE SCHOOL DROP OUTS". I was once a school drop-out, but today, and through tenacity and TRUST IN GOD, I will be in US soon to study.

Bro, you are in your transition period now, once this period passes, you will appreciate Live and Living.

Come to the streets of Lagos where I reside, you will appreciate God for this your present condition. You even have a zeal for knowledge in you. That is what will inspire people, your story and testimonies.

IT IS TOO LATE TO GIVE UP BRO.

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Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 1:57pm On Jul 20, 2019
Jacinthe:


This is the most scary part of the suicide equation. Many refuse to see suicide as a form of murder to start with, hence no one goes further to talk about the after-life repercussions.

But you've spelt it out in very simple terms. Thank you. I hope the op would listen. He hasn't even come online again since yesterday. cry
Yes! Thank God. We just have to enlighten people. Because most people act suicide foolishly having little or no knowledge of what they are going to meet and face after that. They thought they are freeing themselves, what a joke!
Re: My regrets. by emelda86(f): 2:06pm On Jul 20, 2019
Suicide!!! I laugh in Swahili the hardship in this life taught me to be stronger

U want to kill yourself because of school dropout eh...life is full of lessons u live to tell your survival stories

Anyway if u feel u still want to end it, help me tell baba God, that's if u will smell heaven o...to bless my hustle more.
Re: My regrets. by Graduateacher(f): 2:59pm On Jul 20, 2019
cool Your choice bro
Re: My regrets. by Jobac: 10:26pm On Jul 20, 2019
Please don't do it. If it is money that you need to sort yourself out, don't hesitate to send me PM.
Re: My regrets. by waleco2008: 10:58pm On Jul 20, 2019
front page please don't do that God love you John 3 vs 16
Re: My regrets. by ThothHermes: 11:15pm On Jul 20, 2019
Jobac:
Please don't do it. If it is money that you need to sort yourself out, don't hesitate to send me PM.
Please I want to kee myself grin
Make I send you the PM
Re: My regrets. by Nobody: 11:15pm On Jul 20, 2019
Ordinary school dropout? A failed Nigerian education system na him you wan kee yourself for? Hian!
Re: My regrets. by luvlyADESUWA(f): 7:43am On Jul 21, 2019
I have searched his profile to see if i can get his phone number to call him, but no phone number...
May God help this guy oooooooo....he doesn't know how special he is....

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Re: My regrets. by annayawchee: 7:50am On Jul 21, 2019
You dare not die... You think you are the only one passing through trials? We are many with different kinds of trials, hardship yet we believe in a better tomorrow..... You dare not die, even that sniper won't kill you.
Re: My regrets. by Phenomenal16(f): 8:36am On Jul 21, 2019
Op u think u will find peace ova there.... U r a joker ! !!.... Better face it right now..... There are Ppl far worse than u
Re: My regrets. by Jobac: 8:54am On Jul 21, 2019
ThothHermes:
Please I want to kee myself grin
Make I send you the PM
Lol

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