Hmmm, this is tough but i hav some questions to ask.
1) where is ur mum wen all dis was unfolding??
2) wen u knew dat ur step mum has been manipulating ur papa head for ages even before u gain admission, why didnt u find a valuable work to learn, if u had learned sometin profitable den am sure by now u go don dey chop suya. u might even b shouldering ur education expenses. Afterall we hav numerous orphans outside der fending for demselves without finding excuse from all corners.
3) why did ur gf dump u?. wat did u do to her to dcerv her curse? u said she placed a curse on u before dumping u, dat wil make me ask, why did she dump u.?? am sure der z more to it insomuch curse is involved

KomeOnome:

SUMMARY

My story is more of an entire dictionary. Sometime ago, around 2015, i created a trend here soliciting for money for school fees. I dropped out that same year because money never came. My step mum pioneered my misery by favouring her son and kicking my dad into leaving me to suffer in order that her son may graduate first.

I went into drugs later on, tramadol. TBH, tramadol made me forget my problems and had happy days but when the time came to let go, i did and i paid my dues diligently and painfully. I later gained admission with the help of my dad when she had issue with my step mum. Now, am in 300level and they are back together.

My girlfriend dumped me and placed a curse on me. Shockingly ever since then, i have had no help from anyone. I have tried helping myself. My dad doesn't call and i had no one in my life. It like am a living dead. I have tried suicide on several grounds, after collapsing, i find myself waking up again. I tried hanging with tough rope, only to be broken.

So, i decided to do the street stuff. The guy i was learning from got so bored of me sharing his mobile hot-spot and eating his food, so he asked me out. I was pained. No money, no family, no friend, no girlfriend, hostel rent is about to expire, no food except dry Garri and salt. My only companion is my phone and my two weeks sub.

I am not here to beg for money. No, i don't do that. Am here to tell the world that i tried my best but this world isn't nice enough for me. I can't take this no more. Am hated for no just cause and maltreated for being alive.

You know what i mean.

Take leave of absence. And go work

KomeOnome:

SUMMARY

My story is more of an entire dictionary. Sometime ago, around 2015, i created a trend here soliciting for money for school fees. I dropped out that same year because money never came. My step mum pioneered my misery by favouring her son and kicking my dad into leaving me to suffer in order that her son may graduate first.

I went into drugs later on, tramadol. TBH, tramadol made me forget my problems and had happy days but when the time came to let go, i did and i paid my dues diligently and painfully. I later gained admission with the help of my dad when she had issue with my step mum. Now, am in 300level and they are back together.

My girlfriend dumped me and placed a curse on me. Shockingly ever since then, i have had no help from anyone. I have tried helping myself. My dad doesn't call and i had no one in my life. It like am a living dead. I have tried suicide on several grounds, after collapsing, i find myself waking up again. I tried hanging with tough rope, only to be broken.

So, i decided to do the street stuff. The guy i was learning from got so bored of me sharing his mobile hot-spot and eating his food, so he asked me out. I was pained. No money, no family, no friend, no girlfriend, hostel rent is about to expire, no food except dry Garri and salt. My only companion is my phone and my two weeks sub.

I am not here to beg for money. No, i don't do that. Am here to tell the world that i tried my best but this world isn't nice enough for me. I can't take this no more. Am hated for no just cause and maltreated for being alive.

You know what i mean.

nawa o..... too many problems in life

may God be with you...but suicide is just not the way out like seriously. those who commit suicide only close their eyes to open again to a greater sorrow and agony

OlawaleBammie:
Hmmm, this is tough but i hav some questions to ask.
1) where is ur mum wen all dis was unfolding??
2) wen u knew dat ur step mum has been manipulating ur papa head for ages even before u gain admission, why didnt u find a valuable work to learn, if u had learned sometin profitable den am sure by now u go don dey chop suya. u might even b shouldering ur education expenses. Afterall we hav numerous orphans outside der fending for demselves without finding excuse from all corners.
3) why did ur gf dump u?. wat did u do to her to dcerv her curse? u said she placed a curse on u before dumping u, dat wil make me ask, why did she dump u.?? am sure der z more to it insomuch curse is involved

1.My mum is late.
2. I am competent in ict
3. Misunderstanding and unexplained. Just happened but am not guilty and i know this

How does someone try suicide and never succeeded.

Would like to know where you got it all wrong.

But my question is this, do you really think your step mum came into that house just to let your dad spend money on you and neglect her kids.?

Secondly no woman will come into your dad's house and wouldn't want to have kids for him except she's a prostitute.

You should thank your God you still stay in that house,

KomeOnome:
1.My mum is late.
2. I am competent in ict
3. Misunderstanding and unexplained. Just happened but am not guilty and i know this

1) Am sorry abt ur mum, nobody wishes to loose his parent even maturely not to talk of prematurely, sorry bro.
2) Since u re competent in ict why havnt u drawn ur water from dat sector?? many people ar outside der makin waves tru dis ict of a tin but d only problem der is dat many of d useful skills in ict sector requires capital for a start up if am not mistaking. am aware of dis reason dat is why i chose d part i follow and today am grateful to God. See brother, life wil always want to b a hell for its inhabitants but its left for us to knw how we will claim our happiness from it, if u realize dat dat ict of a tin is nt paying ur bills now u can diversify and later resume bak to ur ict.

i wil advice u to forget abt ur father/mother/step mother episodes for now and face d reality, face d fact dat u hav nobody, i mean nobody, forget girlfriend of a tin, forget merriment bro u can do dat later, just picture a grt future and hold onto it, pray to God ceaselessly, get near to Him. be up and doing, leave ur Father alone if u tink his new wife is nt makin him to b useful to u, forget u hav one father somewer and do d needful. The good news is if u make it in life den u wil one day hav to inspire d multitude by ur success and d bad news is if u fail woefully den u re on ur own, even ur children wont spare u.

3) u said u re nt at fault for d dissolution of ur relationship, if yes den u dont hav to b afraid of d curse ur gf laid on u cus ur conscience is crystal clear BUT if ur mind is not settled and one tin is stil telling u dat u contributed to d infighting den i tink u should call her and beg her to avert d curse, dont beg her to come bak if not necessary but just try to resolve d issue with her so dat u can b free.

KomeOnome:

SUMMARY

My story is more of an entire dictionary. Sometime ago, around 2015, i created a trend here soliciting for money for school fees. I dropped out that same year because money never came. My step mum pioneered my misery by favouring her son and kicking my dad into leaving me to suffer in order that her son may graduate first.

I went into drugs later on, tramadol. TBH, tramadol made me forget my problems and had happy days but when the time came to let go, i did and i paid my dues diligently and painfully. I later gained admission with the help of my dad when she had issue with my step mum. Now, am in 300level and they are back together.

My girlfriend dumped me and placed a curse on me. Shockingly ever since then, i have had no help from anyone. I have tried helping myself. My dad doesn't call and i had no one in my life. It like am a living dead. I have tried suicide on several grounds, after collapsing, i find myself waking up again. I tried hanging with tough rope, only to be broken.

So, i decided to do the street stuff. The guy i was learning from got so bored of me sharing his mobile hot-spot and eating his food, so he asked me out. I was pained. No money, no family, no friend, no girlfriend, hostel rent is about to expire, no food except dry Garri and salt. My only companion is my phone and my two weeks sub.

I am not here to beg for money. No, i don't do that. Am here to tell the world that i tried my best but this world isn't nice enough for me. I can't take this no more. Am hated for no just cause and maltreated for being alive.

You know what i mean.

What you lack is singleness of purpose which is supposed yo be your main driver.

For your information, I was once in your shoe and my own situation was even worse.

But today, I realized that such happening were necessary for me in order to be who I am destined to be.

Problem will always come to separate serious people from unserious ones; be strong and trust your journey.

Charleys:
How does someone try suicide and never succeeded.

Would like to know where you got it all wrong.

But my question is this, do you really think your step mum came into that house just to let your dad spend money on you and neglect her kids.?

Secondly no woman will come into your dad's house and wouldn't want to have kids for him except she's a prostitute.

You should thank your God you still stay in that house,

I tink he falls into d category of dos children who were nt exposed to difficulties of life from early stage, everything needed is always provided for dem by der parent, they relatively had ntin to do other dan to read and study der books, at jss1 dey hav started collecting #500 as pocket money to school, soo at twenties dey stil bliv parent should cater for dem in all. but unprecedentedly tins turns d oda way wen a mother or father is dead or dey divorced...AHHHH

make he come to us let tell am wetin our eyes don see from d beginin of our lives and am sure by den he would forget excuses and face d reality

KomeOnome:

SUMMARY

My story is more of an entire dictionary. Sometime ago, around 2015, i created a trend here soliciting for money for school fees. I dropped out that same year because money never came. My step mum pioneered my misery by favouring her son and kicking my dad into leaving me to suffer in order that her son may graduate first.

I went into drugs later on, tramadol. TBH, tramadol made me forget my problems and had happy days but when the time came to let go, i did and i paid my dues diligently and painfully. I later gained admission with the help of my dad when she had issue with my step mum. Now, am in 300level and they are back together.

My girlfriend dumped me and placed a curse on me. Shockingly ever since then, i have had no help from anyone. I have tried helping myself. My dad doesn't call and i had no one in my life. It like am a living dead. I have tried suicide on several grounds, after collapsing, i find myself waking up again. I tried hanging with tough rope, only to be broken.

So, i decided to do the street stuff. The guy i was learning from got so bored of me sharing his mobile hot-spot and eating his food, so he asked me out. I was pained. No money, no family, no friend, no girlfriend, hostel rent is about to expire, no food except dry Garri and salt. My only companion is my phone and my two weeks sub.

I am not here to beg for money. No, i don't do that. Am here to tell the world that i tried my best but this world isn't nice enough for me. I can't take this no more. Am hated for no just cause and maltreated for being alive.

You know what i mean.

From what you said your girl friend placed a curse on you and since then things have not been working well.
first go and talk to her for your own good
secondly talk to your dad and know what actually is the problem.
Thirdly go to God in prayers. Have it in mind that one with God is majority.My prayers are with you.
thanks

The truth is simple...
Oga, you are going to become very very very very great in life. Do you think the devil will just sit and watch u become very great?
Never!!!!! It will do everything possible to bring u down, to frustrate you and make u unsuccessful...

Never give up, speak good things into your life, hustle, try and get job, even though its 15k monthly, teach in primary or secondary school, from there, try to organisr private home lesson for the pupils/students in their homes, book flight tickets for ppl, dont just give up my dear.

One thing is sure, you are a potential successful person.
Go out some times, watch football match, laugh with guys in view centers to be happy, sometimes play bet9ja/betking to give u something to shake your mind, go to church programmes, pray at night 12:30am to 1am...

Do these things for one month and see if there are changes...

But dont give up, you are a potential Great man.

Do whatever you have to do legally, but never, I repeat, never take your life. Because if you do, na me go personally send people weh go treat your fvck up for Hades.

I ve said my own

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