I have given up on "people and trust" I am working on zero expectations. Even Family has proven not to be one. So why worry over anyone's rejection. No friends no foes,,,  guess will be relating with life and human in its individual capacity. I definitely don't hate, I just need to work on the craziest illusion called "love and related emotions". - I am not being particular about an event, individual or circumstance.

If I call,  text,  check up,  obey,  be sensitive -it only means the illusion still has control. With or without the illusion I will be good to life and human cus that way I am being true to myself.