Exactly 2.16 am in d midnight, times like this, I will mostly be doing a tutorial or writing contents but I have lost the zeal to do any of these since two days ago. I am entirely frustrated, depressed without knowing where my life is heading.
I have always believed in working legitimately to earn, that seems like a terrible decision I've made if I look at wha I perhaps would have achieved if I did otherwise. In few days, I've been asked to quit where I'm squatting, believe me, I don't know where I'm going from here.
What a TERRIBLE LIFE, really I'm questioning my existence!!!
I am not putting this here to seek pity, I have minute number of people I converse with after my phone. I just really need my mind to let go of this plumpness, it might rapidly have glitches if not.
My mood switched to few years when I dropped out of school; secluded, suicidal, passionless and dysfunctional. I admit I need help to face my tribulations.

What should we do now?

dissman:
Exactly 2.16 am in d midnight, times like this, I will mostly be doing a tutorial or writing contents but I have lost the zeal to do any of these since two days ago. I am entirely frustrated, depressed without knowing where my life is heading.
I have always believed in working legitimately to earn, that seems like a terrible decision I've made if I look at wha I perhaps would have achieved if I did otherwise. In few days, I've been asked to quit where I'm squatting, believe me, I don't know where I'm going from here.
What a TERRIBLE LIFE, really I'm questioning my existence!!!
I am not putting this here to seek pity, I have minute number of people I converse with after my phone. I just really need my mind to let go of this plumpness, it might rapidly have glitches if not.
My mood switched to few years when I dropped out of school; secluded, suicidal, passionless and dysfunctional. I admit I need help to face my tribulations, although I don't know where I could get one.

Take heart. We all feel like we’re in limbo. It’s frustrating I know. Try keep busy, go to the gym, try a new skill, take a walk , plant something.

HeavenlyCherub:


Take heart. We all feel like we’re in limbo. It’s frustrating I know. Try keep busy, go to the gym, try a new skill, take a walk , plant something.

He has no place to stay. That should be his most immediate problem and not planting or going to a gym.
@op if you have a church near you or any place you can do any menial job so you can at least eat pls do. Food and shelter is the priority now. Start from there and God will definitely see you through gradually. Let us know how things go

HeavenlyCherub:


Take heart. We all feel like we’re in limbo. It’s frustrating I know. Try keep busy, go to the gym, try a new skill, take a walk , plant something.

Thanks for your words

DominusPrime:

He has no place to stay. That should be his most immediate problem and not planting or going to a gym.
@op if you have a church near you or any place you can do any menial job so you can at least eat pls do. Food and shelter is the priority now. Start from there and God will definitely see you through gradually. Let us know how things go

Thanks, if I could get any, I'll be glad

Get a good gf.. Sometimes we cannot handle everything on our own financially, mentally and emotionally.....

If you give yourself a purpose like somthing ahead of you to achieve, it might just tun out interesting again... Even a gf drama is a little bit of fun and make you stay alert and alive

Again you need +ve vibes of friends... Who u could hand out with daily and gist away plans and steps in life daily.. Dnt b too focus on your despair, it may eat u up...

I was in your shoes exactly.. But somehow, am creeping out of it

bigpicture001:
Get a good gf.. Sometimes we cannot handle everything on our own financially, mentally and emotionally.....

If you give yourself a purpose like somthing ahead of you to achieve, it might just tun out interesting again... Even a gf drama is a little bit of fun and make you stay alert and alive

Again you need +ve vibes of friends... Who u could hand out with daily and gist away plans and steps in life daily.. Dnt b too focus on your despair, it may eat u up...

I was in your shoes exactly. But somehow, am creeping out of it

Thanks for your input, my greatest worry now is where to live. I'll build up from there, I'm certain. If there's a job that can earn me shelter, I don't mind doing

dissman:


Thanks for your input, my greatest worry now is where to live. I'll build up from there, I'm certain. If there's a job that can earn me shelter, I don't mind doing

...Are you in Enugu? If yes pm me.

JONNYSPUTE:
...Are you in Enugu? If yes pm me.

I really appreciate your gesture, unfortunately, I am in Lagos

dissman:


I really appreciate your gesture, unfortunately, I am in Lagos

....So sorry man.

JONNYSPUTE:
....So sorry man.

God bless you sir