These are the Musings of an Emotional Wreck.
[size=12pt]It was supposed to be us against the world, we had the chance to make our own name just like Jack and Jill it even better Romeo and Juliet.
Little did I know there was no affection betwixt us just pity, it sad to say today the cracks are beyond repair the palace of our fiasco love must come crashing.
I did the best I could, loved you and hoped for something, anything from you but all I was facing my cares, love, attention and affection on was a void, who receives only but offers silence and fear in return.
There was never me in the equation, it had to be you, I thought you were my intoxicant but rather you proved toxic, polluting my heart, scorning my affection, you were determined to ruin me, with your pride so vast and unsatisfied, the fears you had of being brought so low, your sense of how things had to be done broke us.
Love is pain, it's now I can truly tell, until you learn to die, you can never learn to live and until you learn to live there's no loving. You killed every ounce of emotion in me, you broke me, I thought I had an elastic heart but there's a limit to the strain and pressure put, am broken the scars are set for a lifetime, for I did loved deeply now am ruined badly, never have I felt such pain, never such distress. In your quest you had me wrapped up in a delusion, like devil water in the desert you set to even kill off the weary traveler in me.
You've had your fill of me, I never wish you ill, I know my love would never be reciprocated, heck you may want to guilt trip me, you've been forgiven, this may be our last ever conversation, I would value your friendship, there had never been us only you.
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[size=12][/size] So I figured these days our pride so swollen we can't even have a decent conversation, our mindset long changed we both act as if we don't care.
Slowly we drifting apart and it doesn't look that serious now, until sadly we can't stand ourselves no more, we claim we are lovers but the loving ain't there again.
It amazing what we try to represent our own misguided interests that pits us against each other.
Am angry and getting depressed and it's hurting to say that I don't love you no more, for never have you cared to create a conversation, foster communication or lead to my appreciation. It's always been about you but sadly I can't do that no more, can't put my feelings and my heart to the world no more, heck am never appreciated so am sorry to say it now, although we may regret it later and burn up inside.
Am done loving you.
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