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Asalaam alaekum waramatullahi wabarakaatuhu.

Dear honored sister ”Ummul Khayr”.
My heart is tight, heavy and worries
I feel miserable because I cannot control my feeling
My heart keeps pump thinking about you in the sun and in the dark
I keep punishing myself

Yearning for love is indeed a natural one
The toxic has taken all over my soul
Ohun to bade ba okan oti de ba gbogbo ara ( whatever tempered with soul affect the whole body)
My temperament is uncontrollable
Angry at every slight mistake
Mental health is what I preach
Indeed, not every mental health preacher is mentally stable
I have engrossed myself in an unrealistic dream
People keeping tormenting my fragile heart
Hoping the journey is real
Lo!!! Ye thee know not what thee alter!
Yee know not how painful the words bombed my fragile heart
The toxic is too much

I decided to take high risk
May be stop calling can solve the worry
May be stop texting can lose the tight feeling
Or may be stop seeing you always can relieve the heavy heart
I fight this alone because no one can understand even the reader

Life is indeed beautiful in togetherness
Painful in lopsidedness
You may not feel the pain but I do
Our threshold for pain differs, let us forget imaan, shun shyness, if one failed to achieve this, it makes one miserable.
What a weak brother that fears Allah can do?
I am lost in lust
If you are safe from this, indeed I am not

Touching hell fire is better than touching non muharam
I wish I should be able to deal with this, here I am a weak soul
I am scared of unforeseen punishment
At this juncture, I have to respect your opinion.

Alhamdulillah, my heart is free from feeling hurting you
Bcs you are now blessed with beautiful sister
You can reach out to them peacefully.

Dear honored sister
May Allah peace your heart
Ease your affairs
You still remain in my fragile heart until Allah come to my aid

Kindly, do invest your time in your weekly online class
Kindly invest your time in your vocational training
Kindly invest your time to meet more sisters in deen
Kindly be good as your name proclaimed, dear honored innocent sister.

For Allah sake reaches out to me whenever you need me, I will surely do whenever I need you.
I am anticipating to hear from you soon.

Odiegwu.

Instead of you to kill chicken chop.

Am I the only one who doesn't understand this thread? Abi na poem be this?

Trying to figure out the lowbudget movie producer who produced this....Sister yeyeye...

For misleading me, u deserve Hellfire

Nigerian Girls Are Useless...All Of Them

No go make money....dey here dey recite poem.

SmellySperm:
Am I the only one who doesn't understand this thread? Abi na poem be this?

If you're a Muslim you'll understand better

OP is a simp, the lady broke and smashed his heart upside down lol

This is why good men marry bad women

Bad men marry good women

From his word you'll see op is too religious, and women don't like holy holy men that much