“I was pregnant in 2016 with my 3rd beautiful baby girl,” she writes. “Everything was going great until one day at 34 weeks pregnant.

“After a trip to antenatal ward, as little one wasn’t moving as usual, I found out after having a scan and amnio that she had trisomy 18 (Edwards syndrome) ?

“16 March 2016, my beautiful baby girl was born sleeping. I’ve never felt pain like it before. Words couldn’t begin to describe what I was feeling in those minutes, hours, days after losing her.

“I felt so empty – a big hole was left inside me that nothing and no one could fill. I locked myself away from everything & everyone for months I was uninterested in the world & its happiness. I concentrated on my two older daughters & was just in a bubble with them. I completely shut the world out.

“I found out in January 2017 that I was pregnant again. I had so many different feelings: scared, excited, sad.

“I didn’t want my angel to think I was replacing her and I didn’t wanna be happy and excited in case I lost this one too.

“We found out a few days before my angel’s 1st birthday at my 12-week scan and blood test that her baby sister was perfectly healthy! Those emotions ran away with me: I cried, I danced and cried some more and I just knew she was watching over keeping her safe.

“18 September 2017, my rainbow baby girl was born and the feelings I felt were just like all the others: pure love, happiness and I felt like a little piece of me was whole again.

‘She’s the best thing that’s happened to us in years. She’s the light I was praying for during my darkest days. I don’t think I could love her anymore if I tried – even on her cry baby stressing days, I just look at her and think, I love you little girl you have no idea what you’ve done to my heart!

“I’m glad we got our rainbow. She was worth the all worrying throughout a very anxious pregnancy. I’d do it all over again ? ”

Happy 4 ya. Buh how can a man be pregnant?