It's long I've been at my finest, I haven't had a good time in a long time. broken mind knows nothing but reason, it alright brother we all lose sometimes, I've been gone long gone, those are the words of Brymo "we all lose sometimes".

Pls pardon my grammatical mistakes.. it been long i had the first suicidal thought in the middle of the night and had to call home crying and they all pleaded with me not to... The next morning they were all there to pick me up and took me home.... Shortly after that I had another again and was out of breathe before I was recused by the security there and taken to the hospital... Even after going for therapy I still feel same way sometimes and most especially when I get emotional... I'm not really working but have one or two things I do.. like it painful for me to see others most especially my siblings complaining financially it a total turnoff for me that most time I feel I should be able to help but I can't.. although I'm the last boy in the house and my father is late.. my mum gets here pension monthly but mostly send to my younger sister in school and take care of the house although I'm not staying with her but I feel I should be able to do more for them in the house... I don't know if u guys understand what I'm saying... I'm someone that listens to blues, r & b, instrumental such as Kenny g and yanni and I get emotional most of the times even watching a movie most especially at little act of kindness makes me emotions. I get emotional to the extend of finding a reason for committing suicide. I know mostt nairalanders will blast me for this but it won't help other than to encourage me more cos I will only feel like a failure not been at my best to help.

Life is a bad joke...

Suicide is not the solution.

Start believing in your self more.

Start listening to upbeat songs like dj Marshmello.

Surround yourself with positive thoughts and quotes.

Never give up.


Acquire a productive skill so you can begin to fend for yourself and mum.

Peace

Legend44:
It's long I've been at my finest, I haven't had a good time in a long time. broken mind knows nothing but reason, it alright brother we all lose sometimes, I've been gone long gone, those are the words of Brymo "we all lose sometimes".

Pls pardon my grammatical mistakes.. it been long i had the first suicidal thought in the middle of the night and had to call home crying and they all pleaded with me not to... The next morning they were all there to pick me up and took me home.... Shortly after that I had another again and was out of breathe before I was recused by the security there and taken to the hospital... Even after going for therapy I still feel same way sometimes and most especially when I get emotional... I'm not really working but have one or two things I do.. like it painful for me to see others most especially my siblings complaining financially it a total turnoff for me that most time I feel I should be able to help but I can't.. although I'm the last boy in the house and my father is late.. my mum gets here pension monthly but mostly send to my younger sister in school and take care of the house although I'm not staying with her but I feel I should be able to do more for them in the house... I don't know if u guys understand what I'm saying... I'm someone that listens to blues, r & b, instrumental such as Kenny g and yanni and I get emotional most of the times even watching a movie most especially at little act of kindness makes me emotions. I get emotional to the extend of finding a reason for committing suicide. I know mostt nairalanders will blast me for this but it won't help other than to encourage me more cos I will only feel like a failure not been at my best to help.

look your going to be alright start watching more of motivation movie go out make more friends and think less too life is all about ups and down dear okey be strong nothing last forever mail me okey lets see how it goes ok

HOLLY GRAM I UNDERSTAND U MAN. IF U CAN TRY AND HIGH ON ARIZONA OR SK, I TELL U MAN. U GONNA BE ALRIGHT AND U WILL EVEN TINK STRAIGHT AHEAD. WTF MAN

Firstly change your playlist!
if you spliff please kindly stop or reduce it. if theres a place you can workout please patronize there. always have a +ve mindset. truth is it is hard getting over this your state!
make god your pal and have someone you can confide in!
suicide is nat the way out!
god loves you and your folks love you too

HOLLY GRAM I UNDERSTAND U MAN. IF U CAN TRY AND HIGH ON ARIZONA OR SK, I TELL U MAN. U GONNA BE ALRIGHT AND U WILL EVEN TINK STRAIGHT AHEAD. WTF MAN

Thanks... I really appreciate your words of encouragement. God bless

Everything will be okay man.
Change your style of music, listen to trap songs. The likes of lil baby, polo g, rod wave and so on.

Everyone has a rough life, but we keep going regardless man.

Listen to everything will be okay by G-Eazy

Thank you... I've sent u a mail

Bonesbreaker:
look your going to be alright start watching more of motivation movie go out make more friends and think less too life is all about ups and down dear okey be strong nothing last forever mail me okey lets see how it goes ok