At this point, I am a simp for loving someone for close to 4years after breakup, I don't know what to do to overcome this feeling even though I have ladies professing love to me.

Read here for the first thread I made after our breakup https://www.nairaland.com/3767933/agony-emotionally-disturbed-jobless-graduate

I met her during my service but we broke up due to distance and quarrels and I cheated on her too. After 4 years of loosing touch of her number( I was advised her to deleted her number and block her to get over her which I heeded to) even though we interact with our pictures on IG and Facebook, I was still loving this girl on code. She was 20 and I was 25 when we parted ways now I'm 30 and she's 25, both single(she told me) but I don't know if she likes me.The thing is, during her birthday I got her number from IG and wished her a happy birthday, we chatted and made some calls. During my birthday she called me too cos our birthday is just 4days apart. After all the calls and chats that lasted for a few days I had to tell her that I never moved on even though I had some flings, in fact she was the last lady I dated after nysc. After telling her I never moved on, her countenance changed so I had to back away cos I don't like silly attitude females display sometimes but I still wish I never backed away cos we have drifted apart again. I have a lady always loving and check on me but I don't feel same for her, I just love this my Calabar girl and I don't know how to tell her this, I don't know how to be in charge and take control even though I've always been in control. The only way I find solace in all of these is find a fault not communicate with her or use her hormonal issue she had when we were dating to hate her but e no dey work. How do I find away around this? how do I move the fck on I'm stuck now and don't know how to move. Please help this poor simp for loving a girl that he's not sure if the feeling is mutual. Please.

Bash me all you want, I honestly don't care

I think there's a reward for being a Simp,

Let me ask Google I'll be back.

brosom:
I think there's a reward for being a Simp,

Let me ask Google I'll be back.

thank you. Find it out and let me know say I can see how to latch on it.

for you to type this,the love don sak u tired...I was ones there but my own na just one yr ohh...and sometimes I ask myself so na me get feeling for this girl without moving...chai...the girl that is better than her has not arrived that is why u still feel this way...just flirt with girls without anything serious with time u go free from the bondage of love...just try the comot,hagaut,meet new people,get Engage,something to occupy ur mummy mind,exercise it helps alot...

Let me SIMPly move away. This a matter of the heart let me not crack my brain.