SurvivorM:
Lately I have been feeling empty, like I want so many things at once but none at all.
This year I wrote a bucket list of what I actually wants but so far I have only done a handful of them.
The most important thing in this bucket list was to fall in love so meaningful but so far boring.
Like I understand myself and that I easily get tired of men and bored with them but I want to feel that intense passion with the mind blowing sex and all but no nothing.
Just an empty space, I thought I actually liked someone for the last weeks but due to the guy acting kind of elusive I became bored with everything, I mean I gave him a lot of green light but dude still kept pushing me away lol
Now I am bored with him too, just sitting here wondering when am i going to fall in love too

Freelane33:
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