It's a screed but whorth reading for whoever
cares .

The inspiration to write about the consequences,and aftermath of commiting suicide came into my mind ,but I didn't intend to do anything about that for now .

some hours later , I was browsing through a website ,and I came across this post about "a certain man who commited suicide having missed his dear wife who he lost through the same scenario .

that propelled me to have a change of mind and quickly pen this down (God knows who might be saved by reading writeup )
Maybe someone reading this was or is planing to carry out such act having thought about it has the only means to find succour .

I will like to state that no one is above temptation,trials ,or difficulties in life .

I believe We all have one or two challenges in life ,and some seems to be getting g on our nerves like "am gonna kill you. "

But nevertheless . we have to lean on God and trust in his divine help to overcome these obstacles ,or climb those mountains.

i confess that Sometimes we do find it difficult to trust in those we could see with our physical eyes talkless of a God we couldn't see .
It take faith and patience to rely on God or hope in any of his assistance or interventions .

But still we've got to learn how to .
We've got to walk by the leading of his holy spirit .
We've got to believe in his existence,who he truly is ,and his potency.

When life beats hard almost everything
sounds like a mirage ,many share seems unfair ,many friend looks like hypocrites and even family members are not whorth it anymore .

What am I still waiting ?
I will end it once and for all ,because I don't think even God cares .
I've tried to be the best I can ,I stretched and go tough for the grab but it ain't for my reach .
Let it be
Am saying goodbye to all these $h*t
Can't bear it no more .
So you trying and contemplating how to arrange for a secret and lonely picnic with a sniper , otapiapia ,or some poisonous substance ,
Or hung yourself (that might be painful)
Maybe try jumping from the twelve floor or a skyscraper ,or better still plunge into a sea so you could have a soft end .
Nah ! Ain no soft end on the other side for anyone who commits suicide .

suicide in a certain way is like a murder ,like a homicide.
Your took away the breath of life from your body .,you took away what wasn't yours ,it's God's.
He breathed it into you having an agenda and purpose in mind to fulfill through your existence on this planet earth .
But you cut short the life of your body
Sent your soul out of before its appointed time . you just commit a crime .
You've brought sorrow ,agony and tears to the heart of many folk out there who love you but whose love you don't understand ,because you think different .
Love means different things to different people.
Difficulties means different things to different folk .
Why do you think you can understand people when it's hard for you to comprehend life(the time we spend here) ,and its meaning .
My friend .you are bigger than time and all its difficulties ,challenges,pleasure ,reward or loses- you are an immortal .and eternal being ;fearfully and wonderfully made -you are gods , but all of you shall die like men and fall like one of their princes .

But the fact that you cease to exist in time doesn't mean that the end of your existence -No ! That's just the beginning of your real life ,and it's how you end and what texture ,and condition your soul was when you die will determine you condition forever .

So you're planing to end you the stay of your soul with pain and sin ?
You will remain in that state forever
And you will blame yourself forever .
You might not even believe in God or anything called after- life ,you believe there is no heaven ,no hell ,no judgement no God
All these are man-made stories concocted in other to instill fear into the heart of the mazes ,and thereby influence their thoughts control their action and exploit them .

See many people felt ,think ,and argued the same until reality befall them ,but it's too late .
Yeah too very late to change ,or make amendment so they suffer not for ignorance but because they choose to be foolish .

Many believed in God ,Satan hell and heaven and still went ahead and committed suicide because they thought it not a sin ;after they didnt kill any body but themselves -it ma life !

Nah it isn't yours because you can't give any explanation for how you made yourself .

If you can't create the kind of life and destiny that you'd wish to have ,and that led to you killing yourself then how did you come about the theory that the breath of life is yours ?

You could create the destiny you so much deisre ,then how was it you who created you self .
You see ?
There is a creator to whom you must give account ,and he is waiting on the otherside .

what am I trying to say bro or sis ?

"Killing yourelf can't solve the problem .
You will only find out after coming out of your body that your life has no end .
And you are about to begin an eternal life that has no ending .
Your condition is perpetual till infinity .

Don't destroy your eternal destiny by killing yourself please !
Just keep fighting till your body gives up on it on accord or till help comes.

I know it's not easy but if you love yourself
If you truly do ,then you will not run away from life's challenges into eternities unwavering decree over your soul .

Those who want to end it because they love themselves are those who fight till the end
Not those who run to fight another for that another might not end ,and that battle might not disappear but will hold unto the collar of whoever it confront till he pays with the currency called "forever ,and ever".

No matter the suffering of this time
Know for sure that it will end someday.
No matter the tears in the night joy comes in the morning .
No matter what we suffer in this age we will be glorified in the age to come .

As it is written
Romans 8:18
[18][But what of that?] For I consider that the sufferings of this present time (this present life) are not worth being compared with the glory that is about to be revealed to us and in us and for us and conferred on us!

Be strong ,be courage and the sky will be your limit.
You are destined for greatness therefore these have come to make a way for you
Step on them and soar higher to the zenith .

It take great courage to carry out the act but it take only foolishness to let it get you to eternal damnation

Suicide is like from frying pan to fire .
Let this be a campaign against suicide .
There are better way to escape

Keep pushing