I know this might sound wierd. My first encounter with God was in 2011, i saw God(i dont know how). All his body was fire, even his face fire all over but i saw the shape. I immediately knew it was him. But then i went back into sin(mast and porn). Tried to be delivered but it was not possible. Then boom I had a dream i was caught up. Somehow i was led to go home. Got home, Jesus entrusted me a kind of glory. Then immediately saw the face of God again(this time it was twice and very strong) his face was so dreadful. Fire but like electric fire. This was the beginning of my episodes of problems. I know God told Moses no man shall see my face and live. Yes it is so true. But that "not live" means die, not ordinary death but second death(the real death). Extreme pain that the person will not be able to even cry or gnash teeth in the lake of fire, but something very horrible and unimaginable pain in lake of fire.
First Episode
[/b]Immediately i saw God's face. i judged pastors like it was horrible. The judgement was accurate and i wrote it down cant remember actually but like 3 billion snake bites per milli second and one other stuff then at the end of the paper wrote "let their cry be mad", immediately i saw an open vision of pastors who will suffer in lake of fire. it was like that spinner merry go round that nursery and primary schools have but it was fast they were crying gnashing of teeth and bathing with a big bowl like the ones people use to store minerals full to the brim (brimstones) maybe like 10 fresh bowls in a second because it was spinning so fast like a blender machine spin, not knowing my own suffering will be like 100 trillion times what those pastors will suffer. since that moment i have been in and out of sin.
[b]Second episode
So when i was in 500l, Jesus told me "I am your shield and exceedingly great reward" while doing random evangelism(i do them once i am out of sin(delivered). Then he gave a testimony to share, "delivered from strongest bondage of mast, porn, pride, murderer and some others" saying he created pain. I noticed that since that time i judged, i have been secreting judging, condemning and despisig people. so i got to church instead of sharing it was still judging a person in my heart then threw the paper away. That night i saw someone fair on a throne who pushed me to his left hand.
Third episode
Thought it was a minor thing. Later someone came to give me another hope of sharing the testimony, thought the person was Jesus but was actually satan saying as i share it, he will give me more grace(this was 2016). Later just knew what Paul said in 2021 dec that "let no man beguile you of your reward in voluntary humility". it was the counterfeit. went for nysc and shared that testimony around in churches thinking i will have more grace until i came home. Then a voice was speaking to me telling me i will give you an evil heart, tis, God will punish you greatly, you will soon ear the voice of God. I thought the bad ones were demons speaking and also God was going to speak to me to help me thinking i have obeyed him, not knowing all the bad ones were true and God was not coming to help but for judgment which happened last december.
Fourth episode
since that time(2017) still dec 2021, i got delivered from sin for like 6 months. after i fell back satan placed a mark on me. it was then i tried to understand what John said "we know that we are of God, and he that is of God keepeth himself and the wicked one toucheth him not", then i was confused later placed other marks and tattoos on me but none of them is visible like spiritual marks and was receiving words like "stiffneck", "scape goat", "cursed", "most rebellious" etc. then
Fifth episode
then some weeks before December ending, God spoke to me "I will not spare you", then that same night in a dream saw myself burning in a very hot flame that i was in skeleton mode. The same day Jesus said if i disobey him, he will throw me inside fire. Then in early December i just saw a vision of hot smoke and lightning i knew that God was coming. Then in late december gave me some strange commandments and told me to study hard that was when i knew i did not know anything in the Bible then Judgment was made and i was doomed. Then God said "I will punish you Eh, you will never forget me. Then they gave me the evil heart and i was thinking i will cry in hell but Jesus said i will die.

All this because he showed me his face. The evil heart of unbelief is a very deadly heart it makes ones think God is not love and other things. i cant even concentrate and guys Jesus is coming very very soon maybe less than 5 years or lesser.

I am very scared. God does not punish someone like us human beings or even satan in hell(read a lot revelations about hell). He punishes to show his power and all of us know God's power is infinite. He told me people dont fear him, it is until the day of judgment before people will fear him even me.

how can i do Airtel Keep my number for at least 2 years

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how can i do Airtel Keep my number for at least 2 years

is this a joke to you. God told me "He created me to be destroyed". I just need some advice on this evil heart issue that makes me think God is not love.

Hope2014:
I know this might sound wierd. My first encounter with God was in 2011, i saw God(i dont know how). All his body was fire, even his face fire all over but i saw the shape. I immediately knew it was him. But then i went back into sin(mast and porn). Tried to be delivered but it was not possible. Then boom I had a dream i was caught up. Somehow i was led to go home. Got home, Jesus entrusted me a kind of glory. Then immediately saw the face of God again(this time it was twice and very strong) his face was so dreadful. Fire but like electric fire. This was the beginning of my episodes of problems. I know God told Moses no man shall see my face and live. Yes it is so true. But that "not live" means die, not ordinary death but second death(the real death). Extreme pain that the person will not be able to even cry or gnash teeth in the lake of fire, but something very horrible and unimaginable pain in lake of fire.
First Episode
[/b]Immediately i saw God's face. i judged pastors like it was horrible. The judgement was accurate and i wrote it down cant remember actually but like 3 billion snake bites per milli second and one other stuff then at the end of the paper wrote "let their cry be mad", immediately i saw an open vision of pastors who will suffer in lake of fire. it was like that spinner merry go round that nursery and primary schools have but it was fast they were crying gnashing of teeth and bathing with a big bowl like the ones people use to store minerals full to the brim (brimstones) maybe like 10 fresh bowls in a second because it was spinning so fast like a blender machine spin, not knowing my own suffering will be like 100 trillion times what those pastors will suffer. since that moment i have been in and out of sin.
[b]Second episode
So when i was in 500l, Jesus told me "I am your shield and exceedingly great reward" while doing random evangelism(i do them once i am out of sin(delivered). Then he gave a testimony to share, "delivered from strongest bondage of mast, porn, pride, murderer and some others" saying he created pain. I noticed that since that time i judged, i have been secreting judging, condemning and despisig people. so i got to church instead of sharing it was still judging a person in my heart then threw the paper away. That night i saw someone fair on a throne who pushed me to his left hand.
Third episode
Thought it was a minor thing. Later someone came to give me another hope of sharing the testimony, thought the person was Jesus but was actually satan saying as i share it, he will give me more grace(this was 2016). Later just knew what Paul said in 2021 dec that "let no man beguile you of your reward in voluntary humility". it was the counterfeit. went for nysc and shared that testimony around in churches thinking i will have more grace until i came home. Then a voice was speaking to me telling me i will give you an evil heart, tis, God will punish you greatly, you will soon ear the voice of God. I thought the bad ones were demons speaking and also God was going to speak to me to help me thinking i have obeyed him, not knowing all the bad ones were true and God was not coming to help but for judgment which happened last december.
Fourth episode
since that time(2017) still dec 2021, i got delivered from sin for like 6 months. after i fell back satan placed a mark on me. it was then i tried to understand what John said "we know that we are of God, and he that is of God keepeth himself and the wicked one toucheth him not", then i was confused later placed other marks and tattoos on me but none of them is visible like spiritual marks and was receiving words like "stiffneck", "scape goat", "cursed", "most rebellious" etc. then
Fifth episode
then some weeks before December ending, God spoke to me "I will not spare you", then that same night in a dream saw myself burning in a very hot flame that i was in skeleton mode. The same day Jesus said if i disobey him, he will throw me inside fire. Then in early December i just saw a vision of hot smoke and lightning i knew that God was coming. Then in late december gave me some strange commandments and told me to study hard that was when i knew i did not know anything in the Bible then Judgment was made and i was doomed. Then God said "I will punish you Eh, you will never forget me. Then they gave me the evil heart and i was thinking i will cry in hell but Jesus said i will die.

All this because he showed me his face. The evil heart of unbelief is a very deadly heart it makes ones think God is not love and other things. i cant even concentrate and guys Jesus is coming very very soon maybe less than 5 years or lesser.

Ok

Hope2014:

is this a joke to you. God told me "He created me to be destroyed". I just need some advice on this evil heart issue that makes me think God is not love.

Go and do Praise and Worship, you'll be fine

Hope2014:
I am very scared. God does not punish someone like us human beings or even satan in hell(read a lot revelations about hell). He punishes to show his power and all of us know God's power is infinite. He told me people dont fear him, it is until the day of judgment before people will fear him even me.

Please make an appointment to see a psychiatrist the soonest and start now on your journey to freeing your mind and self of these unworthy delusions abeg!

Hope2014:

All this because he showed me his face.

God will punish you because He showed you His face?

Kobojunkie:
Please make an appointment to see a psychiatrist the soonest and start now on your journey to freeing your mind and self of these unworthy delusions abeg!

The delusion is seeing God's face i guess. Exodus 33:20"And he said, Thou canst not see my face: for there shall no man see me, and live.". He didnt say no man can see my face but no man will see my face and live. That means if anyone sees his face, that person will die. die is a statement of extraordinary pain in lake of fire that the person will not be even able to cry and gnash.

PastorMIsBack:


God will punish you because He showed you His face?

That is what he said in December "You have seen my face, and you must die". It is so strange why God will allow someone(a man) to pass through a torture given only to demons. i cant think straight anymore. i thought Jesus death on the cross means that we have freewill but i was so wrong.

Hope2014:

The delusion is seeing God's face i guess. Exodus 33:20"And he said, Thou canst not see my face: for there shall no man see me, and live.". He didnt say no man can see my face but no man will see my face and live. That means if anyone sees his face, that person will die. die is a statement of extraordinary pain in lake of fire that the person will not be even able to cry and gnash.

Not even close... I didn't even pay attention to your claims made of his appearance at all. Instead, what are delusions are the assumptions you made of his person. Reminds me of what I have heard many a psychotic individuals repeat is what.

I don't think that was God almighty, rather I feel they are high demonic powers. If it were God, which I don't believe, then why did He allow you to see His face if it was a bad thing, you didn't ask the spirit to show you his face.

How did God expect you to know that He was the one, so you could hurriedly remove your face?

I honestly feel this is a case of a mental health challenge or a spiritual affliction.

However if you still believe you are facing challenges because you saw the face of God, then go on your knees and beg God to forgive you, sit on the bare floor and cry unto God and He will hear you and show you mercy.

Why would God come for you when there are so many wicked people who are disturbing this world we live in? Lastly, stop gambling with sin, if you can't stay chaste, then get married.

Hope2014:

The delusion is seeing God's face i guess. Exodus 33:20"And he said, Thou canst not see my face: for there shall no man see me, and live.". He didnt say no man can see my face but no man will see my face and live. That means if anyone sees his face, that person will die. die is a statement of extraordinary pain in lake of fire that the person will not be even able to cry and gnash.

Dude you did not see God
What you saw were demons that appeared in white
The devil has transferred himself to angel of light.

Why would God show himself to you and begin to torture you what fore

John 3:17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

Luke 9:54-56 And when his disciples James and John saw this, they said, Lord, wilt thou that we command fire to come down from heaven, and consume them, even as Elias did?
But he turned, and rebuked them, and said, Ye know not what manner of spirit ye are of.
For the Son of man is not come to destroy men's lives, but to save them. And they went to another village.

Its demons that are tormenting you

Guderian:
Dude you did not see God
What you saw were demons that appeared in white
The devil has transferred himself to angel of light.

Why would God show himself to you and begin to torture you what fore

Please don't feed him yet more lies. He didn't see any demons. Instead what he more likely experienced where hallucinations and probably a result of underlying issues he had yet to resolve in either his mental and physical health.

LilMissFavvy:
I don't think that was God almighty, rather I feel they are high demonic powers. If it were God, which I don't believe, then why did He allow you to see His face if it was a bad thing, you didn't ask the spirit to show you his face.

How did God expect you to know that He was the one, so you could hurriedly remove your face?

I honestly feel this is a case of a mental health challenge or a spiritual affliction.

However if you still believe you are facing challenges because you saw the face of God, then go on your knees and beg God to forgive you, sit on the bare floor and cry unto God and He will hear you and show you mercy.

Why would God come for you when there are so many wicked people who are disturbing this world we live in? Lastly, stop gambling with sin, if you can't stay chaste, then get married.

That is what i dont understand, why Me? I dont understand. He just mean me, that is what i guess. A voice told me i am the worst of all men. and God last december was saying "I am not doing well, that i should appreciate the grace of God upon people's lives" tagging me a scorner and Prophet Isaiah said somewhere in Isaiah "And the scorner is consumed". They just mean me. Saw in a black and white vision telling Jesus when he starts to deal with me Jesus will beg him. I dont just know why. There are 7billion people in the world, and only me God wants to focus on, this is just insane for me. i am thinking of paying someone to beheld me. It is just unimaginable.

Kobojunkie:
Please don't feed him yet more lies. He didn't see any demons. Instead what he more likely experienced where hallucinations and probably a result of underlying issues he had yet to resolve in either his mental and physical health.

Fella, OP is aying he saw God and that the God he saw is torturing him because he saw his face.
How does that relate to the mental and physical health of a person.

Its either it was Truly God or it was another thing trying to be like God

Guderian:


Fella, OP is aying he saw God and that the God he saw is torturing him because he saw his face.
How does that relate to the mental and physical health of a person.

Its either it was Truly God or it was another thing trying to be like God

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said "You have seen my face and you must die". They really mean me. God especially. Angels were trying to help during that December period but it was not working, begging Jesus but it seems their mind was made up.

Guderian:
Fella, OP is aying he saw God and that the God he saw is torturing him because he saw his face.
How does that relate to the mental and physical health of a person.

Its either it was Truly God or it was another thing trying to be like God

You explain to me first how what he said relates to seeing what you believe are actual demons and I will explain the mental illness aspect or all that to you.

Kobojunkie:
You explain to me first how what he said relates to seeing what you believe are actual demons and I will explain the mental illness aspect or all that to you.

Ma, demons are real i know. But a demon cannot tell you "You have seen my face and you must die". Even their head Satan people see him and nothing happens.

Hope2014:

Ma, demons are real i know. But a demon cannot tell you "You have seen my face and you must die". Even their head Satan people see him and nothing happens.

I didn't say that demons are not real.

NO, I instead emphasize here that what you experienced were hallucinations born as a result of mental issues you are yet to properly handle on your end.

Kobojunkie:
I didn't say that demons are not real.

NO, I instead emphasize here that what you experienced were hallucinations born as a result of mental issues you are yet to properly handle on your end.

I wish they were, could pray they were but

Hope2014:

I wish they were, could pray they were but

Please stop praying and instead go see a mental health therapist to help start you on the journey to freeing your mind of these delusions so you can more rationally begin to reason even the things of God.

Hope2014:
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said "You have seen my face and you must die". They really mean me. God especially. Angels were trying to help during that December period but it was not working, begging Jesus but it seems their mind was made up.

OP its clear here. Why would God really mean you what did you do.

Guderian:
OP its clear here. Why would God really mean you what did you do.
1. Are you homosexual, or are you a child of God that God is trying to chasten( i dont think God will chasten you by wanting you dead.

2. Remember the devil has come to steal to kill and to destroy

1. Why would God need to chasten a one who is already a Child of God?

2. Also, it is not the devil that Jesus Christ told you comes to steal, kill and destroy. Instead, it is instead those who lie to you convincing you they are shepherds sent by God to you - all of them false teachers and false prophets - that Jesus Christ warned you to beware of - Ezekiel 34 vs 1 - 20 & John 10 vs 1 - 19

Hope2014:
I know this might sound wierd. My first encounter with God was in 2011, i saw God(i dont know how). All his body was fire, even his face fire all over but i saw the shape. I immediately knew it was him. But then i went back into sin(mast and porn). Tried to be delivered but it was not possible. Then boom I had a dream i was caught up. Somehow i was led to go home. Got home, Jesus entrusted me a kind of glory. Then immediately saw the face of God again(this time it was twice and very strong) his face was so dreadful. Fire but like electric fire. This was the beginning of my episodes of problems. I know God told Moses no man shall see my face and live. Yes it is so true. But that "not live" means die, not ordinary death but second death(the real death). Extreme pain that the person will not be able to even cry or gnash teeth in the lake of fire, but something very horrible and unimaginable pain in lake of fire.
First Episode
[/b]Immediately i saw God's face. i judged pastors like it was horrible. The judgement was accurate and i wrote it down cant remember actually but like 3 billion snake bites per milli second and one other stuff then at the end of the paper wrote "let their cry be mad", immediately i saw an open vision of pastors who will suffer in lake of fire. it was like that spinner merry go round that nursery and primary schools have but it was fast they were crying gnashing of teeth and bathing with a big bowl like the ones people use to store minerals full to the brim (brimstones) maybe like 10 fresh bowls in a second because it was spinning so fast like a blender machine spin, not knowing my own suffering will be like 100 trillion times what those pastors will suffer. since that moment i have been in and out of sin.
[b]Second episode
So when i was in 500l, Jesus told me "I am your shield and exceedingly great reward" while doing random evangelism(i do them once i am out of sin(delivered). Then he gave a testimony to share, "delivered from strongest bondage of mast, porn, pride, murderer and some others" saying he created pain. I noticed that since that time i judged, i have been secreting judging, condemning and despisig people. so i got to church instead of sharing it was still judging a person in my heart then threw the paper away. That night i saw someone fair on a throne who pushed me to his left hand.
Third episode
Thought it was a minor thing. Later someone came to give me another hope of sharing the testimony, thought the person was Jesus but was actually satan saying as i share it, he will give me more grace(this was 2016). Later just knew what Paul said in 2021 dec that "let no man beguile you of your reward in voluntary humility". it was the counterfeit. went for nysc and shared that testimony around in churches thinking i will have more grace until i came home. Then a voice was speaking to me telling me i will give you an evil heart, tis, God will punish you greatly, you will soon ear the voice of God. I thought the bad ones were demons speaking and also God was going to speak to me to help me thinking i have obeyed him, not knowing all the bad ones were true and God was not coming to help but for judgment which happened last december.
Fourth episode
since that time(2017) still dec 2021, i got delivered from sin for like 6 months. after i fell back satan placed a mark on me. it was then i tried to understand what John said "we know that we are of God, and he that is of God keepeth himself and the wicked one toucheth him not", then i was confused later placed other marks and tattoos on me but none of them is visible like spiritual marks and was receiving words like "stiffneck", "scape goat", "cursed", "most rebellious" etc. then
Fifth episode
then some weeks before December ending, God spoke to me "I will not spare you", then that same night in a dream saw myself burning in a very hot flame that i was in skeleton mode. The same day Jesus said if i disobey him, he will throw me inside fire. Then in early December i just saw a vision of hot smoke and lightning i knew that God was coming. Then in late december gave me some strange commandments and told me to study hard that was when i knew i did not know anything in the Bible then Judgment was made and i was doomed. Then God said "I will punish you Eh, you will never forget me. Then they gave me the evil heart and i was thinking i will cry in hell but Jesus said i will die.

All this because he showed me his face. The evil heart of unbelief is a very deadly heart it makes ones think God is not love and other things. i cant even concentrate and guys Jesus is coming very very soon maybe less than 5 years or lesser.

Jesus came to give you life and not to condem you. Listen the true God sent His son to give redeem you from sin and condemnation, all humans by nature a children of wrath, living in rebellion and disobedience but God said if you believe that Jesus died for you and rose up from the dead I will forgive you all your sin, give you a new heart and clothe you with my righteousness.

Guderian:


OP its clear here. Why would God really mean you what did you do.
Are you homosexual, or are you a child of God that God is trying to chasten( i dont think God will chasten you by wanting you dead.

Remember the devil has come to steal to kill and to destroy

What he said after the judgment twice "Don't judge, condemn and despise people in your heart". I believe this is the root of the meanness. I then realize I have done it several times uncontrollably even when praying. It became a norm.

Kobojunkie:
1. Why would God need to chasten a one who is already a Child of God?

2. Also, it is not the devil that Jesus Christ told you comes to steal, kill and destroy. Instead, it is instead those who lie to you convincing you they are shepherds sent by God to you - all of them false teachers and false prophets - that Jesus Christ warned you to beware of - Ezekiel 34 vs 1 - 20 & John 10 vs 1 - 19

God will chasten if you sin as a christian. Check revelations 2, 3

Those false teachers are they not sent by the devil

There was a young man who opened a thread similar to your own I think in 2020, what he was passing through was mind boggling. In his own case, the demons acting as Jesus, tormented him so terribly for years, the demons would appear to him physically/in dreams as Jesus, giving him messages/instructions, they finally also tormented his health, yet despite his poor health the demon acting as Jesus commanded him not to eat on some days, on a particular time the demon commanded him to go on a 7days dry fast, etc. Even when he was weak/staggering, the demons still told him not to eat. By the time you follow his demonic affliction narrations which was very serious, you would know better. I don't know how I am gonna have the time to start digging threads to find it, but I will try.

I can remember I told him it was a demonic affliction, he doubted me. I later saw him in other threads asking some pastors about his experience, and a particular pastor I can't remember, mentioned the exact demon which was tormenting him, and explained everything. You are suffering from demonic affliction, Satan is disguising as God to appear to you.
Devil is really crafty, he knows that if he appeared as devil to come for you, you will run to get help/deliverance, so he rather appears as God himself to torment you. This format is what devil usually uses on strong Christians or "gifted" Christians.

Hope2014:


That is what i dont understand, why Me? I dont understand. He just mean me, that is what i guess. A voice told me i am the worst of all men. and God last december was saying "I am not doing well, that i should appreciate the grace of God upon people's lives" tagging me a scorner and Prophet Isaiah said somewhere in Isaiah "And the scorner is consumed". They just mean me. Saw in a black and white vision telling Jesus when he starts to deal with me Jesus will beg him. I dont just know why. There are 7billion people in the world, and only me God wants to focus on, this is just insane for me. i am thinking of paying someone to beheld me. It is just unimaginable.

Hope2014:

What he said after the judgment twice "Don't judge, condemn and despise people in your heart". I believe this is the root of the meanness. I then realize I have done it several times uncontrollably even when praying. It became a norm.

Stop believing it is God that is mean to you.
You sinned then u are being tortured by God as u claimed.
You are not even been chastened you are being tortured.

Guderian:


Stop believing it is God that is mean to you.
You sinned then u are being tortured by God as u claimed.
You are not even been chastened you are being tortured.

Yes. Not obeying Jesus by sharing the testimony.

Guderian:


Stop believing it is God that is mean to you.
You sinned then u are being tortured by God as u claimed.
You are not even been chastened you are being tortured.

And my decision is going to affect the church but I don't know how but Jesus said "You have killed them". It was a Levetical calling(very high calling) that spans many souls. Very many I think. But I still don't understand how it will kill them but I am just in a horrible mess.

Guderian:
1. God will chasten if you sin as a christian. Check revelations 2, 3

2. Those false teachers are they not sent by the devil

1. According to Jesus Christ, those who are Sons of God are those who have abandoned sin .I.e. are freed from bondage to sin this by the Truth of God and have been transformed into Holy/Perfect vessels, worthy of God's own Spirit to inhabit aka Sons of God - John 8 vs 31 - 32. They are not those you confused by sin and are led by the Spirit of God.

2. Sent by the devil to do what exactly? Deceive those who also belong to the devil, their father? Come on! Open your eyes to read and know the Truth of God. It is in your ignorance of His Truth that you remain deceived in sin. God doesn't put the blame on the devil for the deeds of these men neither did Jesus Christ mention the devil in the context of the warning He gave to His followers in Ezekiel 34 vs 1 - 16, a message reaffirmed by Jesus Christ in John 10 vs 1 - 19