I have noticed something very weird that happens to me since I was a kid. I don’t have a normal healthy humanly experience with people. I have even given it a name, “mood”.
Sometimes I will go months getting very unhealthy attention from people, like stares that linger so much you start feeling so weird. And then all of a sudden the opposite happens, everyone just start ignoring me for days or if I’m lucky maybe a month and once I start getting comfortable with being just an ordinary irrelevant person the extreme attention starts again. This shit has messed up my sanity for years and it’s has given me identity issues. I’m recently experiencing ignoring from everybody as if just a few weeks ago every eye wasn’t on my 24/7.
Is there anyone who ever experience this shit?

No response cuz it doesn’t happen to anyone but me. My enemies gone die by fire by force for making me experience something that nobody else can relate to. It’s war between me and the forces after my life

Hmmm...

it happens to me regularly,sometimes i do wonder...

It is all in your head

albankubi:
It is all in your head

Check the poster above to see that it isn’t.
Although sometimes i can tend to overthink some situations but trust me this rubbish has made me have severe personality disorder. Any bastard that stares at me above the usual Mann er must explain themselves. I already started it today, nobody can fvck with my head for their pleasure sakes

Already asked three bastards today why they stared at me unusually and the animals quickly apologized. That was also in my head right? I pity the scapegoat I will disfigure soon because of this nonsense

u are a mystic