Tk4all:
In as much as i need that 5k. i will advice you to see a therapist and know the way forward.

i was in your shoes before but my issue was different, people that knew me will not stop looking at me till i was becoming depressed, you know what i did? i started acting weird, for example, i will walk up to anyone and ask why you are looking at me, if you are a lady, i will ask you to follow me home for seex and woe to you if you refuse.

Sometimes, i will purposely do something that will make people gather around me to solve a problem, i use to set out most days to do something that bring people attention to me.

In a nutshell, i took like 6months to make people always focus on me whenever i'm outside till people started to avoid me. on my part, i feel normal when people look at me now cos i will always think they saw me somewhere causing a scene hence the look and i do really enjoy it now.

The disadvantage of this is that, people use to avoid till now. infact, i have more online friends than in real life.

Davidolu2:
Distract yourself with new challenges

Badboibipo:


Bro can we become pals outside this nairaland? You are the one person who literally have done the things I do also and know exactly how I feel. If people knew what this felt like they will understand how sad it feels

Badboibipo:


Works only when I’m indoors, when I come out boom it’s all eyes on me again. Now I’m just saying hello to everyone to maintain my sanity

Tk4all:

stop staying indoors if you don't want to think about your past and kill yourself. when you are indoors, you must think about relevant and irrelevant things till you start questioning your sanity and/or existence.

the first step to solve your problem is to avoid staying indoors. i'm talking from experience bro

Badboibipo:

I’m doing that more now and socializing more

Tk4all:

DROP YOUR NUMBER

fman:
The problem is you.
Na u dey see them
U get time to dey look face.
Me here , I no dey c anybody.
Zero friend
Mad snub.
And I can ignore people's existence.
It's your world.
Hence nobody dey feed you.
You no suppose to get their time
Do ur thing and b real.

pattt:
its very simple bro, just see your self as a celebrity and learn to think negatively about your self, you will get used to it.

Badboibipo:


Bro please send me a message on this email , sem@gmail.com u know this is a faceless forum, I’m trying to be careful.

Badboibipo:


We are humans , u can’t say at times it doesn’t get to you

Badboibipo:


“Learn to think negatively about yourself “ ?

Explain bro

Badboibipo:
I will give the best answer 5k on Monday.

Please what do I do to become invisible to society? How do I make myself look so people won’t turn at me the second time? If you give me a perfect answer I will literally pay you for it. It’s so easy to mistake my frustration as clout seeking, but it’s not. I made some mistake as a kid, and now I’m like a billboard that everyone won’t stop looking at. And I cannot keep living like this, I need it to stop.

I have tattoos, body tattoo. Neck tattoo. Small eyes, and dark under eye lids that I tattooed as a teenager. Everyone won’t stop looking at me for over 8 years now since I drew them all, please it’s too expensive to take them all off.

People who think I’m always seeking attention now you know why everyone won’t stop looking at me, I’m so miserable. I lock myself indoors 90 percent of the time.

Help me I will pay you for it.

matrix199:
Wear a pink plain shirt and a black trousers. Botton up to your collar and wear a brown pam-sandals. Then hold a bible.

No one would look at you once, let alone twice!

Lucrativress:

Copy copy

matrix199:


. I actually didn't copy your post young girl. I simply read his post and clicked on the top reply without going through folks' suggestions.

I guess it was just a mere coincidence.

Lucrativress:
Yes Sir I was basically pulling your legs Sorry Pappy