Am a 29-year-old guy, who dropped out of school for no reason in 2015,tried to get me in line back but things just go from worse, I stay with my mum but things are not rosy between us that she dislikes me so much, to say the least, have tried working legit jobs, tried scamming and at the end it turns out to be from one misfortune to another, I don't smoke or drink, I turned to gamble and it has gotten me into debts that I can't even mention it here..have prayed and fast but it seems am doomed..have attempted suicide twice but I feel God failed to take my life. am depressed, and I feel darkness all around me, I know for sure it's a spiritual battle but at this point, I can't fight it alone, my life was bright a few years ago now am at risk of taking my life every morning I wake.i am not here begging for help because even people around me that can help just won't, because of reasons i don't understand..i need help or the devil might eventually win this time...please people

Everybody has issues where is God in all this

It's hell for me daily

scaryblake:
Everybody has issues where is God in all this

My bro people I personally thought how to hustle are leaving the life now

NotBeenPaid:

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There's nothing spiritual about the challenges you're going through young man and stop blaming your misfortunes on imagery things.

Every hustler has got their pay day. Go hustle.

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Your problem is lack of appreciation or let's just say you're an ingrate!

Life is not all about what you're able to acquire rather it's how much you're able to give yourself FIRST before thinking of what to share with others. Most ingrates like you often look at those living higher than them but will never think of many like: Those in the
©Grave who can't even talk to their neighbours because they're dead as in no activity at all.
©Hospitals only surviving on medications they can't even feel the taste of food.
©Dungeons kidnapped either for rituals or ransom before their release.
©Psychiatric hospitals that their brains can't fathom anything good.
©Deformed totally due to accidents making them rely on others for food.

All these people are condemning you for being hale and healthy yet complaining while you're better off a million times than them!

SucideIsreal:
Am a 29-year-old guy, who dropped out of school for no reason in 2015,tried to get me in line back but things just go from worse, I stay with my mum but things are not rosy between us that she dislikes me so much, to say the least, have tried working legit jobs, tried scamming and at the end it turns out to be from one misfortune to another, I don't smoke or drink, I turned to gamble and it has gotten me into debts that I can't even mention it here..have prayed and fast but it seems am doomed..have attempted suicide twice but I feel God failed to take my life. am depressed, and I feel darkness all around me, I know for sure it's a spiritual battle but at this point, I can't fight it alone, my life was bright a few years ago now am at risk of taking my life every morning I wake.i am not here begging for help because even people around me that can help just won't, because of reasons i don't understand..i need help or the devil might eventually win this time...please people

I can only imagine what you are going thru.

So sorry for your experience.

There is no need to blame anybody.

Nobody owes you and nobody is holding you back too.

What kind of help are you looking for?

Yeah,I know am the author of my fate, and I take full responsibility,I just want another chance to get it right, am so idle at the moment..i need a job at least to keep my mind sane sir and a lot of prayers

oteneaaron:


I can only imagine what you are going thru.

So sorry for your experience.

There is no need to blame anybody.

Nobody owes you and nobody is holding you back too.

What kind of help are you looking for?

SucideIsreal:
Am a 29-year-old guy, who dropped out of school for no reason in 2015,tried to get me in line back but things just go from worse, I stay with my mum but things are not rosy between us that she dislikes me so much, to say the least, have tried working legit jobs, tried scamming and at the end it turns out to be from one misfortune to another, I don't smoke or drink, I turned to gamble and it has gotten me into debts that I can't even mention it here..have prayed and fast but it seems am doomed..have attempted suicide twice but I feel God failed to take my life. am depressed, and I feel darkness all around me, I know for sure it's a spiritual battle but at this point, I can't fight it alone, my life was bright a few years ago now am at risk of taking my life every morning I wake. i am not here begging for help because even people around me that can help just won't, because of reasons i don't understand..i need help or the devil might eventually win this time...please people

First, your problem isn't spiritual but a part of what is life and living in this world. Struggles are to be expected as they are guaranteed to be experienced by all regardless of status and age.

You mention you stay with your mother. Since you are jobless, do you at least take on the duty of handling all the chores and running errands in the home so that she can instead focus her energy on paying the bills and working to put food on the table for you both? I hope it ain't the case that you give her reason to dislike you only for you to come here to whine about it. If even a small space dey una backyard, you can even grow a small garden in bags to keep your mind and hand busy all the while helping provide the little in terms of food that you can for the house. I know it is possible to grow even an Ugwu(vegetable) in a sack/bag, along with other staples like Potatoes, Yam, Tomatoes, Scent leave, pepper, etc.

All the praying and fasting(starvation diets) in the world will not change your situation - that I can tell you straight up. I can't tell you when the depression will subside or if you will get a job tomorrow. What I can tell you is you have to keep your mind busy even as you continue to seek employment, and the way to do so is to find things to do every single day to keep your mind feeling productive even as you wait for something to change or a door to open. An example is to start developing your drawing skills for instance, and maybe practice writing or maybe keep a journal while you are at it.

As for your relationship with God, I am not going to tell you that what God wants to do is give you a job when that is not true at all. Jobs are of this world and you seem to be in need of that which the world can give you and not what God wants you to have which is instead a relationship with Him. So, you should probably work out your priorities in life and then decide if you are willing to abandon it all - job, desires, family, friends, reputation, longings, etc. - for His sake.

SucideIsreal:
Yeah,I know am the author of my fate, and I take full responsibility,I just want another chance to get it right, am so idle at the moment..i need a job at least to keep my mind sane sir and a lot of prayers

You need knowledge and direction.
Download and start listening to Apostle Joshua Selman messages. You life will change I assure you.

ThothHermes:
You need knowledge and direction.
Download and start listening to Apostle Joshua Selman messages. You life will change I assure you.

Don't lie to him abeg!

How many of those currently waiting on your Apostle Joshua Selman to save them have in fact been saved from poverty? There are 10,000s still waiting after so many years for your Selman to save them from the same, yet waiting for the very same. Why do you need to lie to the OP that it will happen in his case when evidence is clear it will not happen as a result of your selman?

Kobojunkie:
Don't lie to him abeg! How many of those currently waiting on your Apostle Joshua Selman to save them have in fact been saved from poverty?

Joshua Selman messages showed me the way out of poverty. The difference between the rich and poor is their mindsets.

God can also heal your psychiatric problem by his hand.
Contrarian psycho

ThothHermes:
1. Joshua Selman messages showed me the way out of poverty.
2. The difference between the rich and poor is their mindsets.
3. God can also heal your psychiatric problem by his hand. Contrarian psycho

1. They showed you but not the others 10's of 1000s out there out of the very same? Are you kidding?

2. The difference between the rich and the poor is their mindset? Do you realize that is hogwash thinking since there are many rich folks out there whose mindsets are just as terrible as those poor, only they happen to be born rich?

3. By whose hand? God's or Selman's? Has Selman finished healing the many 1000s he has already amassed in the way of followers of his teachings,1000s that continue to drown themselves regularly in his so-called messages, year after year, without result? Why not wait until Selman is done healing those he has on hand before recruiting more for him to heal?

When Jesus Christ went out healing, he healed all those who came to Him - none went back home sick after meeting Him - and that is God's Truth for you there. Your Selman god on the other hand seems to be collecting sick and broken people since he has not been able to heal 1000s of them for many years now.

SucideIsreal:
Am a 29-year-old guy, who dropped out of school for no reason in 2015,tried to get me in line back but things just go from worse, I stay with my mum but things are not rosy between us that she dislikes me so much, to say the least, have tried working legit jobs, tried scamming and at the end it turns out to be from one misfortune to another, I don't smoke or drink, I turned to gamble and it has gotten me into debts that I can't even mention it here..have prayed and fast but it seems am doomed..have attempted suicide twice but I feel God failed to take my life. am depressed, and I feel darkness all around me, I know for sure it's a spiritual battle but at this point, I can't fight it alone, my life was bright a few years ago now am at risk of taking my life every morning I wake.i am not here begging for help because even people around me that can help just won't, because of reasons i don't understand..i need help or the devil might eventually win this time...please people

Do you masturbate, be sincere?

Tboy222:
Do you masturbate, be sincere?

Are you looking for a spiritual hocus-pocus to blame his depression on?

Kobojunkie:
1. They showed you but not the others 10's of 1000s out there out of the very same? Are you kidding?

2. The difference between the rich and the poor is their mindset? Do you realize that is hogwash thinking since there are many rich folks out there whose mindsets are just as terrible as those poor, only they happen to be born rich?

3. By whose hand? God's or Selman's? Has Selman finished healing the many 1000s he has already amassed in the way of followers of his teachings,1000s that continue to drown themselves regularly in his so-called messages, year after year, without result? Why not wait until Selman is done healing those he has on hand before recruiting more for him to heal?

When Jesus Christ went out healing, he healed all those who came to Him - none went back home sick after meeting Him - and that is God's Truth for you there. Your Selman god on the other hand seems to be collecting sick and broken people since he has not been able to heal 1000s of them for many years now.

Yawn...

SucideIsreal:
Am a 29-year-old guy, who dropped out of school for no reason in 2015,tried to get me in line back but things just go from worse, I stay with my mum but things are not rosy between us that she dislikes me so much, to say the least, have tried working legit jobs, tried scamming and at the end it turns out to be from one misfortune to another, I don't smoke or drink, I turned to gamble and it has gotten me into debts that I can't even mention it here..have prayed and fast but it seems am doomed..have attempted suicide twice but I feel God failed to take my life. am depressed, and I feel darkness all around me, I know for sure it's a spiritual battle but at this point, I can't fight it alone, my life was bright a few years ago now am at risk of taking my life every morning I wake.i am not here begging for help because even people around me that can help just won't, because of reasons i don't understand..i need help or the devil might eventually win this time...please people

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"Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee." - Hebrews 13:5

"And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; And patience, experience; and experience, hope: And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us. For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly." - Romans 5:3-6

"But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." - Hebrews 11:6

Tboy222:
God ill deliver you, turn to Jesus he will heal you.

Turning to Him.Does not Change anything .It doesn't Stops Sufferings and Frustrations ..You don't need to start Preaching or quoting the Bible

Tboy222:


Do you masturbate, be sincere?

What has Musturbation got to do with this ?.Hre you saying that the Millions of Nigerians Sufferings are Caused By Masturbation ?

SucideIsreal:
Am a 29-year-old guy, who dropped out of school for no reason in 2015,tried to get me in line back but things just go from worse, I stay with my mum but things are not rosy between us that she dislikes me so much, to say the least, have tried working legit jobs, tried scamming and at the end it turns out to be from one misfortune to another, I don't smoke or drink, I turned to gamble and it has gotten me into debts that I can't even mention it here..have prayed and fast but it seems am doomed..have attempted suicide twice but I feel God failed to take my life. am depressed, and I feel darkness all around me, I know for sure it's a spiritual battle but at this point, I can't fight it alone, my life was bright a few years ago now am at risk of taking my life every morning I wake.i am not here begging for help because even people around me that can help just won't, because of reasons i don't understand..i need help or the devil might eventually win this time...please people

life is full of challenges and disappointments. Instead of trying to scam and other things why don't you learn a skill, get a job re organize yourself and get a degree. Life is not competition but must be purpose driven.



When you believe in the Lord Jesus christ as your saviour God gives you a new purpose which is in christ Jesus.

My brother at 29 you are still young.Don't give up. Pray to God for directions. Suicide is not an option.
JESUS LOVES YOU.