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Hotsswag12 ,
jubianose

Aceed

toyosi20188
jiggaz
Mekzyjoe
Madprophet
Tjayjosh
yummy76

It happened so fast.
As I closed my eyes one minute in my room, I opened them in the next second , in a different realm.

It was like when you blink, just unexpectedly, suddenly, without warning, just like that.

I couldn't even say I was shocked, that's an understatement. I was....frozen.

Normally I would have said I was dreaming, but everything was so real, I fact more real than the world on earth I knew.

My eye sight was unlimited. I could see far and wide. Like from one country to another country, and still beyond.

I could see 360 degrees in this realm. Even behind me. Above me. Under me.


I could hear everything too. Not words, (they hardly spoke in this realm) I mean...I could hear thoughts. Everyone could perceive everyone's thoughts.

There was nothing to hide. Complete transparency. Complete. .

When I looked ahead, I saw him. Or rather, he saw me first, because his eyes had been focused on me. Fastened tight, like he was seeing the very cells in my blood- and it appears he could.


He was sitting on a throne.
The throne had wheels. The wheels were made on fire and we're still on fire at the same time. I can't explain it. It was like fire was burning fire. Two different fire, but still one.
(In that realm, I saw so many things I couldn't and still can't explain).

The throne was suspended in the air. But it looked very balanced like it was on an invisible ground.

Around the throne were four beings. This beings were Giant. And awesome. They were fearful but not scaring. (Another mystery). Ordinary, anyone who beholds them will faint instantly. The power and silent sound that they emitted was unmatched anywhere in the world.

Just four...but it looked like all the transformers in the world was joined together at the highest transmitting level. (And yet I
Perceived they even lowered their power to the least level/setting so I won't faint.)

They had four faces, an eagle, an ox, a lion and surprising...a man. Each face was as big as a three story building. (Just their face alone!).
They knew I was there, like I knew they saw me, but somehow, I was not on their mind or their concern. Only one thing )or person was on their mind.

Remember in this realm we can sense thoughts? These beings had eyes everywhere. Eyes that moved independently of each other. Somewhere.looking west, some south, etc. Somewhere were looking inside themselves, some outside this realm. One rolled and gazed at me.

I realized that their deepest desire, their inmost will, their one wish was very simple.

This mighty beast/beings just had one thing in their mind for ever.

To serve/please/worship the one who say on the throne. So because I sensed their deep love, devotion, respect for the one on the throne, I looked to the mighty throne with fiery wheels, to see who was there, that this might beings feared/respected.

Immediately I looked up, I saw a figure on the throne. It was like he was made of transparent glittering glass. Beautiful. So fascinating. With various colours. Colours I've never seen on earth.

The moment I looked towards him and saw this appearance, I realized three things, or rather, three things where impressed upon my mind.

Immediately, those three realization passed through my mind, my knees became weak like jelly and I fell down like a dead man.

The fourth realization that enveloped me as I feel down was this truth:

Man is nothing. You and I, are nothing.
The best ,most obedient, most holy, most righteous, most handsome or beautiful individual is nothing before he who sits on the throne.

nnamdiosu:
The following you are about to read is purely fiction. However, it has been embedded with some truths, some realities and some true incidences. Its not meant to prove anything. This is just for you to read and observed, contemplate etc. Read with an open mind.

copyright nnamdiosu@gmail.com




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Hotsswag12 ,
jubianose

Aceed

toyosi20188
jiggaz
Mekzyjoe
Madprophet
Tjayjosh
yummy76

Great

The first realization that passed through my mind was this

God is the greatest


The second thing was that
the greatest and most beneficial act, is to please God and do his will

The third thing was
in the presence of God, nothing else matters. Your job, your suffering on earth, how you've been suffering on earth, who scammed you of money, who beat you, your sickness, etc, nothing mattered. Every desire, wish, every will, every aspiration just melts like a drop of water on a metal surface.

In this realm, there is no time.
You can be waiting for 5 years for someone and it's just like 30 seconds. Like,.you can't say I've been here for x minutes.

Or I'll meet you at x time.

He will be coming here soon. Etc.

So as I lay on the throne, it appears like I laid for years upon years. (In all I sensed the eyes of him who sits o the throne) deeply on me. Very deeply.


Then I started feeling unneeded , dirty, unworthy, unholy etc.
I felt like a sinner, which off course I am.
And the more the feeling grew, the smaller I felt in front of him who sat on the throne.

It was like I was entering a deep, dark pit.
And I started crying.
Deep tears. Tears that comes from deep inside bitter tears


And just when I was almost consumed with my dirt, and sinful nature, something soft hit my chest.
Very very soft.
And I heard a voice.

This voice seemed like a voice I have known all my life. I can't explain it. It was like this was my friend, the best of all friend. that I've known for a long time, forever. This person loved me to the uttermost . I just felt it deep down.
Like my best friend.

nnamdiosu:
It happened so fast.
As I closed my eyes one minute in my room, I opened them in the next second , in a different realm.

It was like when you blink, just unexpectedly, suddenly, without warning, just like that.

I couldn't even say I was shocked, that's an understatement. I was....frozen.

Normally I would have said I was dreaming, but everything was so real, I fact more real than the world on earth I knew.

My eye sight was unlimited. I could see far and wide. Like from one country to another country, and still beyond.

I could see 360 degrees in this realm. Even behind me. Above me. Under me.


I could hear everything too. Not words, (they hardly spoke in this realm) I mean...I could hear thoughts. Everyone could perceive everyone's thoughts.

There was nothing to hide. Complete transparency. Complete. .

When I looked ahead, I saw him. Or rather, he saw me first, because his eyes had been focused on me. Fastened tight, like he was seeing the very cells in my blood- and it appears he could.


He was sitting on a throne.
The throne had wheels. The wheels were made on fire and we're still on fire at the same time. I can't explain it. It was like fire was burning fire. Two different fire, but still one.
(In that realm, I saw so many things I couldn't and still can't explain).

The throne was suspended in the air. But it looked very balanced like it was on an invisible ground.

Around the throne were four beings. This beings were Giant. And awesome. They were fearful but not scaring. (Another mystery). Ordinary, anyone who beholds them will faint instantly. The power and silent sound that they emitted was unmatched anywhere in the world.

Just four...but it looked like all the transformers in the world was joined together at the highest transmitting level. (And yet I
Perceived they even lowered their power to the least level/setting so I won't faint.)

They had four faces, an eagle, an ox, a lion and surprising...a man. Each face was as big as a three story building. (Just their face alone!).
They knew I was there, like I knew they saw me, but somehow, I was not on their mind or their concern. Only one thing )or person was on their mind.

Remember in this realm we can sense thoughts? These beings had eyes everywhere. Eyes that moved independently of each other. Somewhere.looking west, some south, etc. Somewhere were looking inside themselves, some outside this realm. One rolled and gazed at me.

I realized that their deepest desire, their inmost will, their one wish was very simple.

This mighty beast/beings just had one thing in their mind for ever.

To serve/please/worship the one who say on the throne. So because I sensed their deep love, devotion, respect for the one on the throne, I looked to the mighty throne with fiery wheels, to see who was there, that this might beings feared/respected.

Immediately I looked up, I saw a figure on the throne. It was like he was made of transparent glittering glass. Beautiful. So fascinating. With various colours. Colours I've never seen on earth.

The moment I looked towards him and saw this appearance, I realized three things, or rather, three things where impressed upon my mind.

Immediately, those three realization passed through my mind, my knees became weak like jelly and I fell down like a dead man.

The fourth realization that enveloped me as I feel down was this truth:

Man is nothing. You and I, are nothing.
The best ,most obedient, most holy, most righteous, most handsome or beautiful individual is nothing before he who sits on the throne.

Good one. Following

Bodydiialect57:


Good one. Following

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Thanks beacon

nnamdiosu:
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Thanks beacon

Continue bro

I turned to see who had called me with so much love.

When I turned around to see who had called me so lovingly and tenderly, I saw a lamb.
This lamb had a noble outline and shape.

It was so beautiful yet somehow rugged.
It looked so fragile, as if , if it took a step it might crack, but at the same time I saw unlimited strength in it, strength that not even all the lions in the universe could break.

I looked so innocent and meek. Very meek.
At the neck of the lamb was a knife mark that seemed like the lamb had just been cut deep.

The lamb walked to the throne and all the angels watched Intensely.
When the lamb walked to the throne, there was an explosion and sparks. The lamb walked straight to the throne to meet him who sat on the throne with all confidence.

The energy and radiation coming from the throne was triple. I felt power coming from the throne, I felt awesomeness, I felt greatness, but in the midst of all this, I felt love. Deep, soul healing love. The love was directed at someone. I didn't know at first who it was.
It was coming from both the father and the lamb who was the son.


The love was so great, I felt that both of them would do anything, even give up all their power, throne, capabilities to save that particular individual. I was so jealous. I was like who is this lucky Individual?

The love was overwhelming. I was feeling this love for this person like a flood about to swallow me. But not in a harmful way. More like a flood of sweet emotions.

But as the love was coming up to swallow me, something struck me. This love I was feeling was for someone in this room. I assumed it was for one of the mighty creatures by the throne, or probably an angel nearby. That love was too massive to be for a human being, imperfect human being.

But the moment this thought passed through my mind, all the angels and the creatures in the throne room feel down before the throne and the lamb.

Somehow this action signaled that the massive love I was feeling wasn't for them. It was for someone else in this place.

But who else, could this love be for?
Then it struck me. It hit me like an atomic bomb of sweet realization. It hit me to my very core, a part of me I didn't know existed, a part that was long hidden. It hit me in my chest.

And I started crying.
Those kid of deep tears that water rapidly fills your eyes.

The love I had felt for a very lucky Individual, a love that promised heaven and earth for him or her, that love was totally, absolutely, completely for me.

Me? A man of sin.

I just wept out aloud.

Oh Lord, how could love a man like me?

John 3:16
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

When you read this familiar verse, it looks so simple. But the reason for Christianity, the reason for the bible itself, the reason of this life is hidden in this verse.

Everything single thing that God did was for this very verser. Every hope that man has, is still in this very verse. The reason Jesus came, lived and died, is in this same verse.


When the realization that this love was for me hit me, my brain opened up and infinite knowledge was poured into it.

I realize or knew so may things without being told. Just automatically. That's how the spirit realm operates.

I discovered that God did an impossible thing to save man. It was impossible for man to be saved, because the only condition for man to be saved, was for a man who had never sinned to died for all men.

Now if Adam and eve, had somehow had a child before they sinned, this human could have been sin less, so he could have been in the position to die for other men. BUT THERE WAS NO SINNLESS MAN. SO ALL MEN WERE DOOMED BECAUSE THEY WOULD COME OUT FROM A SINFUL MAN.


It's like you have a big drum of water, that has poison, and you take a cup of water out of it to drink. It would still contain the posion, even if you take 6.5 billion cups of water from it.
That was man's case. The posion was sin and imperfection.

So God had to transform himself into a man, to died for men, and be a man for ever, so all men could be saved. That was unheard of, undone before and never fathomed. That was why all heaven and hell was suprised?

It's like you, a human being decides to become a cockroach to save all cockroaches.
(Off course humans aren't cockroaches, this is just an example to let you know how emotionally it feels). But spiritually, that's how it is. Humans were dirty and sinful.

But God didn't mind. God was ready to be a cockroach to save us.

You know why God hides his face from sin? Let me explain.

Imagine you see a soak away pit, full of maggots and cockroaches and someone puts it on top of beans that has been rotten for weeks, for you to eat.

Or someone gives you a loaf of bread which you have already started eating, and as you cut off the last part to eat, you see millipede, worms and cockroaches coming out from it.

Millions of that feeling you are feeling now is how sin disgusts God.
Yet God sent his son, use his own hands and blood, to clean up the cockroaches and Rotten beans from our body, to bath us, clean us and present us back to himself.

That's pure love.

God didn't send Jesus to die for us because he wanted to show off. No.

It was because there was no other way to save us.

God is just.
He can't just wipe away sin with the wave of his hands because he is God. No.

Sin , every sin has a consequence, which must be paid. And the only way sin can be cleared off was for blood to be shed, meaning someone better or holier than the person who sinned must be killed (willingly) to wipe away the sins of the person or person's that sinned.


That story that God was asking who will died for human beings and no one wanted to go. But Jesus came out and said, father I will go? THATS A PURE LIE.

NO ONE COULD GO IN THE FIRST PLACE, BECOS NO ONE ELSE IN HEAVEN HAD BLOOD TO SHED.

angels don't have blood. So they couldn't die for man. So they couldn't even go if they wanted to. Angels couldn't save themselves, how much more saving man.

That's why when the angels sinned, they were cast away because nothing could save them.

Jesus dying on the cross for humans was planned even before God said let there be light.

The greatest love is not even between a man and woman.

It's between a parent (mostly mother's) and their children.

I remember a dear friend of mine, yemisi, we usually call her aunty yemisi. When she got married, she waited for a while before she could have a child.

And when she finally did have a child, something terrible happened. She had cancer and the doctors advised terminating the baby/pregnancy so she could be treated, but aunty yemisi refused.
She wanted her baby to live and so she commenced a very tiring battle. She opted to carry the baby full term and commence treatment, immediately the baby was born .

She could have ended the baby and lived, but she decided to fight it, believing she could win.

Unfortunately, by the time the baby was born, the cancer had eaten deep inside her, and she died shortly.
But her baby was hale and hearty.
That's love.



John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.

Then another sober realization hit me.

God doesn't owe us salvation.
God doesn't owe you anything.

Even now, if the world gets destroyed, no one can question God. No angel. No human. No being.

God can do whatsoever he likes.
God can decide to snuff the sun if he pleases. He can decided to close heaven and leave us all out here. God can decided to destroy all humans, even the ones that go to church every day and prays everyday.

We still haven't yet gotten the concept of God. And we can't in flesh

We compare God to a president of a country, who is still binded by laws. Or a king of a country or village. God isn't just that.
There are some things a president or King wants to do, and he can be cautioned. Not God. God is ....

Above all. Even laws.
God is limited by only What he says he wants to be limited to. Let me explain.

God says he will hear when we pray and save us.
But that's because HE WANTS TO HEAR US AND SAVE US.

you can pray for years and if God decides not to hear, you can't force him or flog him . You can't sue him or summon him. He does what he likes because EVERYTHING UNDER THE HEAVENS IS HIS.

yet this mighty God, who no one can question , decided to love us, call us, beg us, plead with us etc.

Most people talk about God. As if they are equals with him. It's funny.
This same people are scared of lions or dangerous animals. Yet they boast against God.

Some say when they meet God, they will question him. Why did you let this person died or why didn't you answer me quick enough for money, or a house or a car.

I laugh.

When you stand before God, you will fall flat on your face like a dead man, except the Holy Spirit supports you. Even the least of the angels of God is too mighty for the strongest of us.

Yet there are beings whose head alone is bigger than 3 story building. Yet this same mighty being that's bigger than the biggest building in the world, will still fear God and fall down in submission.

This beings were made of fire, yet they tremble before God.

We were made of sand, not even cement, or iron or bronze. But mere sand. Yet we say we will question God?

And God will still forgive us and love us .

When the lamb went to the throne , and I felt all I just said and described above, inside the sparks, I saw that the lamb had changed to a man.

This man wore a high priest dress (picture below). He stood in front of the throne with full confidence and spoke to the one on the throne. When he did, all eyes looked to me . I felt the eyes of the one on the throne looking deep at me (even though I couldn't see his face because the light coming from it would even blind the sun!)

This high priest told him who sat on the throne something I couldn't hear but it appears that he who sat on that great throne, loved this high priest man so much, that anything this man asked for, he would do.
I just knew he loved this man so much.


Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.

Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Hebrews 4:14‭-‬16 ESV

nnamdiosu:
When the lamb went to the throne , and I felt all I just said and described above, inside the sparks, I saw that the lamb had changed to a man.

This man wore a high priest dress (picture below). He stood in front of the throne with full confidence and spoke to the one on the throne. When he did, all eyes looked to me . I felt the eyes of the one on the throne looking deep at me (even though I couldn't see his face because the light coming from it would even blind the sun!)

This high priest told him who sat on the throne something I couldn't hear but it appears that he who sat on that great throne, loved this high priest man so much, that anything this man asked for, he would do.
I just knew he loved this man so much.


Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.

Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Hebrews 4:14‭-‬16 ESV

powerful..so great love

nnamdiosu:
When the lamb went to the throne , and I felt all I just said and described above, inside the sparks, I saw that the lamb had changed to a man.

This man wore a high priest dress (picture below). He stood in front of the throne with full confidence and spoke to the one on the throne. When he did, all eyes looked to me . I felt the eyes of the one on the throne looking deep at me (even though I couldn't see his face because the light coming from it would even blind the sun!)

This high priest told him who sat on the throne something I couldn't hear but it appears that he who sat on that great throne, loved this high priest man so much, that anything this man asked for, he would do.
I just knew he loved this man so much.


Since then we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.

Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Hebrews 4:14‭-‬16 ESV

Nnamdi ??

Then, I heard my name being called.
When I looked up, I discovered that Jesus, who was the high priest sat down on the same chair as the father!

Physically, it appeared like the father wanted to lap Jesus, but instead the two of them merged into one , but still two distinct parts!!!

I was breath taken and blown away.
Then understanding/inspiration began to enter my spirit. I began to understand that Jesus and the father are two separate entities but one .

The are one in will, power, thought, desire, glory, goodness etc.

When I looked at the throne, I saw two separate beings but the merged perfectly together. The moment they merged, there was a rainbow colored explosion around the throne.
There was great thunder, the loudest thunder I've ever heard. But in this realm, it was loud to scare you. No. Instead it was super loud but at the same time a feeling of awe of the power, magnitude, glory of God will wash around you. No single fear.


Then I heard a sound of.many waters falling from a water fall. The sound of the water was a deep soothing voice.

It carried power.
It carried fire
It carried pure supremacy.

The voice said before I was born, I had been destined to be a prophet, a messenger to men.
But I had to be holy, because he, the Almighty was holy.

after a silence, two angels approached me. One heard a golden tray with the purest of white clothes on it, neatly folded.

See in this realm, everything matters and great care was made to make everything beautiful.

The clothes sparked like glittering stones faintly and flowed like water smoothly. The angels approached me.
One changed my garments, the other gave me a small book like a scroll

I ate the scroll and the moment I did, I had a great urge to evangelize for God. I wanted to preach to anyone, even a new bor no baby to repent and give it's life to Christ .
As the urge grew, I felt something warm dropping on my head, it feel oily .

The voice like many waters said, that's the annionting of Jonah. You will preach to the nations and they will be convicted by the power of the Holy Spirit.

nnamdiosu:
I ate the scroll and the moment I did, I had a great urge to evangelize for God. I wanted to preach to anyone, even a new bor no baby to repent and give it's life to Christ .
As the urge grew, I felt something warm dropping on my head, it feel oily .

The voice like many waters said, that's the annionting of Jonah. You will preach to the nations and they will be convicted by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Glory