i am really tired of this life. i am 28years old my life is messed up with sickness and poverty how i wish i can commit suicide, i dont enjoy a bit of this life i cant stay healthy for atleast 2weeks i am always sick i cant even work due to my condition. i fall sick regularly fever, body ache fatigue and stomach discomfort. went to hospital several times no success. i think i have hiv because i feel like i dont have immunity i get colds nd flu almost all the time i always wake up tired and my stomach always ache. i did hiv test 4times all negative. i think i hv cancer because i hv swollen lymph node on my neck for morethan 2years and i lost weight. i think i have liver problem because i feel pain in my upper abdomen and have right shoulder blade pain. i am just tired of this life i dont enjoy i am tired. how i wish i can die peacefully

Why not die ....

trueSeeker01:
i am really tired of this life. i am 28years old my life is messed up with sickness and poverty how i wish i can commit suicide, i dont enjoy a bit of this life i cant stay healthy for atleast 2weeks i am always sick i cant even work due to my condition. i fall sick regularly fever, body ache fatigue and stomach discomfort. went to hospital several times no success. i think i have hiv because i feel like i dont have immunity i get colds nd flu almost all the time i always wake up tired and my stomach always ache. i did hiv test 4times all negative. i think i hv cancer because i hv swollen lymph node on my neck for morethan 2years and i lost weight. i think i have liver problem because i feel pain in my upper abdomen and have right shoulder blade pain. i am just tired of this life i dont enjoy i am tired. how i wish i can die peacefully

Na you be Nigeria?

Kingpin1000:

Na you be Nigeria?

i am not nigeria but i carry issues like nigeria

Bornbiafra:
Why not die ....

i dont know why i cant kill myself

if only i am not poor

trueSeeker01:
i dont know why i cant kill myself

buy snipper small size ....mix it with indomie and flex

Bornbiafra:
Why not die ....

are u okay? Why will you tell him such

xest:
are u okay? Why will you tell him such

you are not actually wise....

xest:
are u okay? Why will you tell him such

he thinks everything is a joke

Check for Ulcer

Internet22:
Check for Ulcer

i spent 2years thinking that i have ulcer i ruled out ulcer now. probably i have canncer or viral infection. i am really tired of this life. i tried nd tried i just gave up im tired. if suicide isnt sin i sweae i would hv done it since

trueSeeker01:
i spent 2years thinking that i have ulcer i ruled out ulcer now. probably i have canncer or viral infection. i am really tired of this life. i tried nd tried i just gave up im tired. if suicide isnt sin i sweae i would hv done it since

I wish I have better words to encourage you, but 'dont give up'

trueSeeker01:
i spent 2years thinking that i have ulcer i ruled out ulcer now. probably i have canncer or viral infection. i am really tired of this life. i tried nd tried i just gave up im tired. if suicide isnt sin i sweae i would hv done it since

Have you checked infection? Maybe u have untreated infection....don't give up, one day u will come back to this thread and thank God for staying strong

CHUDIEMMA22:


Have you checked infection? Maybe u have untreated infection....don't give up, one day u will come back to this thread and thank God for staying strong

thats what i think. i get colds and flu very often. and pls what infection do u suspect and whats the right thing to do?

trueSeeker01:
thats what i think. i get colds and flu very often. and pls what infection do u suspect and whats the right thing to do?

Maybe staph, It might have eaten up your immune system..I see where u complain about itches too, test me your account number here(Ogachudi22@gmail.com) I will pay for ur night food

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CHUDIEMMA22:


Maybe staph, It might have eaten up your immune system..I see where u complain about itches too, test me your account number here(Ogachudi22@gmail.com) I will pay for ur night food

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i hv sent it thanks a bunch may god bless u abundantly

trueSeeker01:
i spent 2years thinking that i have ulcer i ruled out ulcer now. probably i have canncer or viral infection. i am really tired of this life. i tried nd tried i just gave up im tired. if suicide isnt sin i sweae i would hv done it since

I'll tell u to check your heart. Please, don't think about suicide. Those that advice u to buy snipers are agents of the devil.
First check Ur bp, den if dere is money, examine Ur heart too.
God bless you

wentroublecomes:


I'll tell u to check your heart. Please, don't think about suicide. Those that advice u to buy snipers are agents of the devil.
First check Ur bp, den if dere is money, examine Ur heart too.
God bless you

i dont hv money nd i dont think i will ever get it

the menial job i do to survive i cant do it cuz on my condition i am really tired god why me? i am a failure why am i still living why cant i just die instead of living in sickness and poverty im tired i hate everything