I am a well known Naqiralander. I only created this acc for this issue only.
Honestly i don't know what to do eith my life again, not that I'm contemplating suicide. No i can never take my life because i know that my God is with me.
This issue arose since last two weeks. I am someone who works online to make money to help feed the family.
The issue with me now is that firstly my phone developed a faulty screen and unfortunately i don't have the money to repair it or buy a new one. Since i use it to atleast get what to feed us. I was so devastated and depressed for a long time now. And to add to my problem i now have a blurred vision. I can't see property again and it was found out that it is due to lack of blood in my body. I now only rely on my mom to atleast see what little thing to eat. As the first born i hate how I'm living my life as I'm totally helpless and useless now.
Life seems like it is playing a huge joke on me. As i am typing this with a borrowed button phone I cant see clearly to what I'm even typing. No money to eat good food to supplement blood on my blood, blurred vision, no job to cater for my family needs, high body temperature all the time and no money to repair my phone, no money to get medicine and an uncertain tomorrow. I feel like i am the most useless and helpless person now.
I need someone to talk to and assit me or encourage me here. I will have my little brother read out the comments for me. Please no insults

Life generally is not fair, but because you are still trusting in God. May he bless you abundantly.

ebonge1:
Life generally is not fair, but because you are still trusting in God. May he bless you abundantly.

thanks very much