I sincerely wish I don't have erection, urges till I'm 30. I just wan focus on my hustle.

Distraction too much!

I don't want to give a f*ck if this other gender exist or not, but when urges hit I become Hot, then I try to look for ways to hold body, porn? texting this other gender?

Sometimes forcing this familiarity with this other gender, ridiculing yourself and being stupid all together. Goddddd!!!

God do I hate how this other gender think the world revolves around them. They come off as being arrogant and proud. No thanks to MR TESTOSTERONE.

This is torture.