I am making this post in reply to https://www.nairaland.com/family6644. Post.
I understand the negative effects of drug abuse especially Pentazocine. I was him just a few months back.

BACKGROUND:

I was born with sickle cell disease. My parents are semi literate and poor. That literally means I endured a lot of trauma all through my life. From being bullied by School mates to going to several pastors who said I was Ogbanje, to my Dad’s very obvious wish I die.
The trauma shaped my life.

MY ADDICTION STORY

After NYSC I shut everyone out.
I started a business that failed after 2 years.
My girlfriend of 6 years left after aborting 2 pregnancies without my consent. ( I could take care of them then, conveniently. I even promised her a car!
I became a shadow of myself after these, I had pain frequently, had several sexual partners leading to a whole lot of crises.
I needed a strong pain relief, diclo was no longer doing it. Morphine was out of reach. Pentazocine became the only Go to.
From 2 amples a day it went as high as 25 amples a day. I knew I was addicted and I needed a way out.

SEEKING FOR SOLUTIONS
I went to several hospitals, they all kept asking me one question;“ WHY DO YOU WANT TO STOP“
I didn’t have an answer cos I had no reason to live. Nothing to live for. I kept saying I didn’t want to die an addict because I was sure death was imminent.
After 2 years I decided to give rehab a try. I spent 5 weeks plus at the mental home and I came back with more trauma. Living with real Psychotic drug users almost made me into something I wasn’t. I came back and started experimenting with other drugs. Thank God none of them stuck.

I became more addicted to pent and now I enjoy my addiction.

FINALLY A WAY OUT
I started psychoanalyzing myself, I discovered all my weaknesses are in my mind, my brain. I discovered I won’t die if I stopped using Pentazocine. I discovered I needed to be better for myself and prove everyone else wrong.
I came on nairaland to ask for help. No one paid any attention. I asked for help on tweeter spaces. I was told I wasn’t serious, some even said there’s no way I could stop as a sickle cell disease patient.
No one believed in me, not even my siblings.

I took a loan and checked in to another rehab, It was an Expensive place so it was make or mare for me. I told myself that if I wasn’t ready to leave pent I could use that money to buy cartons of it and it will last for months. Cos once I make payment for rehab there’s no going back. I chose rehab.
Its been about 45 days now and I’m still clean.
I hope to celebrate 45 years of being clean if God spare my life.

I’m not a superman, I’m a failure who made a decision.
If I can do it, anyone can do it.

Love u bro.
I pray, u will not die.
Just believe and always take the normal recommended drugs pls.

Stay strong blood. You good to go

Stand Strong!
NL family is behind you!
💯

Inspiring story. Penta addiction is very difficult to overcome. Stay strong!

This is inspirational.
You are a success already.

Davies25:
I am making this post in reply to https://www.nairaland.com/family6644. Post.
I understand the negative effects of drug abuse especially Pentazocine. I was him just a few months back.

BACKGROUND:

I was born with sickle cell disease. My parents are semi literate and poor. That literally means I endured a lot of trauma all through my life. From being bullied by School mates to going to several pastors who said I was Ogbanje, to my Dad’s very obvious wish I die.
The trauma shaped my life.

MY ADDICTION STORY

After NYSC I shut everyone out.
I started a business that failed after 2 years.
My girlfriend of 6 years left after aborting 2 pregnancies without my consent. ( I could take care of them then, conveniently. I even promised her a car!
I became a shadow of myself after these, I had pain frequently, had several sexual partners leading to a whole lot of crises.
I needed a strong pain relief, diclo was no longer doing it. Morphine was out of reach. Pentazocine became the only Go to.
From 2 amples a day it went as high as 25 amples a day. I knew I was addicted and I needed a way out.

SEEKING FOR SOLUTIONS
I went to several hospitals, they all kept asking me one question;“ WHY DO YOU WANT TO STOP“
I didn’t have an answer cos I had no reason to live. Nothing to live for. I kept saying I didn’t want to die an addict because I was sure death was imminent.
After 2 years I decided to give rehab a try. I spent 5 weeks plus at the mental home and I came back with more trauma. Living with real Psychotic drug users almost made me into something I wasn’t. I came back and started experimenting with other drugs. Thank God none of them stuck.

I became more addicted to pent and now I enjoy my addiction.

FINALLY A WAY OUT
I started psychoanalyzing myself, I discovered all my weaknesses are in my mind, my brain. I discovered I won’t die if I stopped using Pentazocine. I discovered I needed to be better for myself and prove everyone else wrong.
I came on nairaland to ask for help. No one paid any attention. I asked for help on tweeter spaces. I was told I wasn’t serious, some even said there’s no way I could stop as a sickle cell disease patient.
No one believed in me, not even my siblings.

I took a loan and checked in to another rehab, It was an Expensive place so it was make or mare for me. I told myself that if I wasn’t ready to leave pent I could use that money to buy cartons of it and it will last for months. Cos once I make payment for rehab there’s no going back. I chose rehab.
Its been about 45 days now and I’m still clean.
I hope to celebrate 45 years of being clean if God spare my life.

I’m not a superman, I’m a failure who made a decision.
If I can do it, anyone can do it.

Very inspiring!
I guess u went to an ibogaine rehab center or u used iboga barks to treat urself, it works wonders for addiction treatments but expensive and scarce to get.

Anyone that wants to be free from addiction using ibogaine should contact me thru schooloftot@gmail.com
I can get it for you.

It reduces withdrawal symptoms to the lowest and helps for easier and faster recovery.
Infact In 5-7 days u will feel like brand new to the extent that when u see the drugs u were addicted to it will be irritating you.
Please don’t die silently addiction treatment is now easier and safer.

You can check YouTube and google for testimonies of people that have used ibogaine or iboga for addiction treatment it works 100 percent!!!

Madu2013:


Very inspiring!
I guess u went to an ibogaine rehab center or u used iboga barks to treat urself, it works wonders for addiction treatments but expensive and scarce to get.

Anyone that wants to be free from addiction using ibogaine should contact me thru schooloftot@gmail.com
I can get it for you.

It reduces withdrawal symptoms to the lowest and helps for easier and faster recovery.
Infact In 5-7 days u will feel like brand new to the extent that when u see the drugs u were addicted to it will be irritating you.
Please don’t die silently addiction treatment is now easier and safer.

You can check YouTube and google for testimonies of people that have used ibogaine or iboga for addiction treatment it works 100 percent!!!

Thank you so much, I have read a lot about it and it seems to be the solution, my problem is not the will power to stop, it's the withdrawal symptoms of serious fatigue and uncomfortable body that I can't explain. I will sometimes try and ensure for more hours like until the next day but I will not just be myself until I take a dose of it again. The ibogaine wipes off all the symptoms and works for more than a week in the body and it's none addictive. Please help me, where can I get it?, that's what I couldn't figure out. Please DM me

family6644:


Thank you so much, I have read a lot about it and it seems to be the solution, my problem is not the will power to stop, it's the withdrawal symptoms of serious fatigue and uncomfortable body that I can't explain. I will sometimes try and ensure for more hours like until the next day but I will not just be myself until I take a dose of it again. The ibogaine wipes off all the symptoms and works for more than a week in the body and it's none addictive. Please help me, where can I get it?, that's what I couldn't figure out. Please DM me

I saw ur thread, honestly ur story is quiet an interesting one and I would like to play a part in ur success story.
As I mentioned on ur thread I can’t be able to help u concerning ur hand injuries u will need to visit a hospital for that one, but I’m 100 percent sure I can help u beat ur addiction through ibogaine.
After taking ibogaine the way u will feel in 2 days is equals to the way u will feel in 3 months if u decide to stop on ur own or through some rehab center. Within 5-7 days u will be totally free.

I just sent u a dm or u can reach me @ schooloftot@gmail.com