My first year in school ought be amazing but it took a wrong turn

So afternoon two years of finishing my secondary school, I wrote my exams, as an average student that I am, I bearly stayed in class in secondary school.... Sometimes I intentionally got late to school (10am, 11am.....) , the physics teacher in my school had to nickname me H.O.D, he said I just come to school anytime I like, and am so not serious and I should keep praying I don't wash a woman's underwear .......... I just don't care, I do my thing no rush, exams came, surprisingly I had Cs and just a B.... This shocked me cuz many of The science students then had some D or E, some even had F......... And I didn't have any, I was the thee that has just one for 10subjects I can count how many times I stayed in our Laboratory for a class... To cut the story short, I have always wished to join the military ever since I was a kid, but somehow it couldn't set shaa....... After my first utme (JAMB) I had 209 then I tried few schools ...FUTA but I couldn't then I tried NDA (Nigeria Defense Academy)but it couldn't work.. The following year I had 183 in jamb. .....I tried NDA again but I was rendered pitiful again, I saw my mates getting into school...if only I had been patient enough cuz person wey won chop noodles no go fit be like person wey won chop beans, I kinda rushed...... I picked one of EKSU's affiliated school... I was offered Mathematics Education.... I was just like "ehhhhhhh, me of all people!! Mathematics Education!!! that's when I believe you can't run from certain things.... Initially I wanted to go for COMPUTER SCIENCE OR CYBER SECURITY, don't ask me, I just love it by the sound.....but as soon as I foot admission to the affiliated school, I was............ The story is about to get juicier, stay with me, react for me to knows am not telling my story to myself alone

Chief, so what's the current state? Is the grass greener?