I am 30+ and the only son out of five girls. The problem is, I am a very weak person. No girlfriend nor apartment of my own. Though am working but not a good paying job. I hardly relate with my father due to his strickness during my formative stage. I no just get morale. Last time, my mom single handedly handled our land dispute and won the case. I was just there looking and saying nothing. Am afraid to make life decision. I have no friends both home and abroad. I see a lot of young youths making decisions that have changed there lives for good but here I am, afraid of leaving my frustrating job to start up something to build myself.
Seriously these attitudes and more is really killing me and time is no longer by my side.
Have anyone being in this situation and how did you handled it

man with grown balls being afraid to take decision. go smoke weed. you will even challenge your boss and soldier sef.

I believe you are afraid of failure, hence why you never try. You need to pay close attention to self development, and build your confidence. If not you will live your whole life never amounting to anything. The world is not kind to cowards who are afraid to take the bull by the horn.