I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

Op sorry about your present predicament'' we all pass through alot in one time or the other'' i fight depression for good 3 to 4 years'' l know the feeling. You will loose self esteem' you will loose respect' you will loose friends' different kinds of oppressions and people always want to take advantage of you just because u are down'
After everything'' i begin to stop blaming people, religion, tribe and God' because the places i put my hope disappoint me' everybody i put my trust on disappoint me''

But you know He loves you more than enough.

Unbundle the situation


Let's dig deep

How many of you are your mother's children ?

What do you do for a living ?

How old are you ?

Dear Op,

You dont need to sound so negative because you presently have a challenge with life. We all have challenges and if you hear someone else:s , maybe you will calm down.

I have had 3 episodes of deprssion in my life. The last one made me suicidal and i had to consult a psychitrist who placed me on medications.

Guess what? I have been happier with life as the years go by. Not that I dont have challenges but I have learnt through experience how to work my way around them and I am not on meds since years ago.

This challenge is trying to teach you something. Learn from it. Maybe its trying to make you be grateful for your own health or make you understand that there are issues that can be out of your control etc

In years to come, you will look back and be glad you didnt take your life like me.

God bless.

Another weak sounding fellow. I reckon we all do not have the same threshold for bearing pain or difficulties but self defeat(like you're sounding) is worst than whatever travails you're facing.


Once you can conquer your doubts, you can overcome your problems. Man up!

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

GOD DID NOT MAKE YOUR FAMILY THAT WAY, SO STOP BLAMING HIM, BE ENCOURAGED AND LEARN THE PRINCIPLES TO BRING HER OUT OF THERE HEALTHY, SHE WILL NOT DIE


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTbSvcMeB10

you don't understand, i don't even fear death anymore. i just want all this to end. it has been from a problem to another. i just want to end and forget all this pain.

you look around and see the way God blessed allot of people that are not even doing his will. so sad

all i can say is "it is well"

yomi007k:
Dear Op,

You dont need to sound so negative because you presently have a challenge with life. We all have challenges and if you hear someone else:s , maybe you will calm down.

I have had 3 episodes of deprssion in my life. The last one made me suicidal and i had to consult a psychitrist who placed me on medications.

Guess what? I have been happier with life as the years go by. Not that I dont have challenges but I have learnt through experience how to work my way around them and I am not on meds since years ago.

This challenge is trying to teach you something. Learn from it. Maybe its trying to make you be grateful for your own health or make you understand that there are issues that can be out of your control etc

In years to come, you will look back and be glad you didnt take your life like me.

God bless.

Donkogbe:
you don't understand, i don't even fear death anymore. i just want all this to end. it has been from a problem to another. i just want to end and forget all this pain.

you look around and see the way God blessed allot of people that are not even doing his will. so sad

all i can say is "it is well"

I use to think like you. Like God has forsaken me.


I am not a pastor or imam. But I can tell you that when it is your time, everything go pure.

I wish I could help, life has not its ups and downs, and how we react to certain situations emotionally counts.
God has not forgotten you, he will surely see you through, don't give up!

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

..
God doesn't care about anything or anybody.

those you see doing very well either get there by serious hard/smart work, luck, or through fraudulent acts.

the universe/God nor send anybody..

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

God will definitely come through for you when you least expect it.
Just keep believing that everything will be alright someday.

Na U creat a post.

Na U judge yourself by yourself.

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

Money is of this earth and nobody is favoured by God over another. God will bless the seed in your hand. What work are you doing ? I have yet to see the Lord not bless someone in one way shape or form. It may not come as you expect but that’s simply because someone isn’t listening on the same Channel or frequency to give out a financial blessing.
In any case - you have asked for help . You failed to mention the value of help needed ?

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

I have been in ur situation before mehn and I know how it feels..... Mehnn, a man that is not able to help his mother or family will feel very useless OO..

I really understand you

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

You says...or you said...? Curse or curses be to what/who &whom,etc; in THE BIBLE... Have you read...or when was last time you reads The Book of Nahum,etc; in THE BIBLE or of&in THE HOLY BIBLE... Hmmm?...

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

By the way, how does suicide sounds like,etc; when it knocked or where/when/as it knocks... How does suicide sounds knocks or knocks sounds...? When "what" knocks you down?, you decide to get to backup...? Of course, it's only what and somewhat,etc; that can knocks you down... and gives you a chance/privilege... to get back up... LIFE hasn't knocks you down...you are going up and down...? Why, what and where,etc; are you going up and down/are you saying up and down...? You won't stand again or you won't be able to stand up again...if GOD and THE LORD JESUS CHRIST knocks you down... You don't know LIFE...? "I am THE WAY, THE TRUTH and THE LIFE...no one comes "from"...&to THE FATHER except through ME..." You don't know THE RIVER of LIFE, GIVER of LIFE, BREAD of LIFE, FOUNTAIN and MOUNTAIN of LIFE, WING(S), SPRING(S) and RING(S) of LIFE, for LIFE and to LIFE,etc; and you are talking about life...?... You would strife and strive yet, you won't thrives, arrives and survives... You would just be like drives or flash drives, etc; that can drives, that can't drives or that would drives...but would not arrives or but can never arrives or be able to arrive...

Donkogbe:
I have never been indulged in fraud or evil acts.
i have always work hard and earn legitimately.

My mother is sick and they created a family group on how we can help her to pay for operation else she will go blind and God sees my heart i have no money on me right now. why is it so difficult for God to bless me and i can be able to assist my own mother.

If you want prove and letter of appointment i can send it to you privately, for people thats think people just come up to form stories on nairaland.

i feel worthless and useless, suicide keeps knocking.

sometimes i feel my family is cursed or something, it is well

Mumu...!... As if operation is the assurance...or the 'assurance wireless phone number"/way out... "By HIS STRIPES I am healed..." What of you...? Of course..., not you...or not people like you...?...

None of these is your fault.