I'll make this brief. making it brief won't actually do justice to how i feel but i'll try. i smoke....i smoke weed...i started in my 300 level in school....it started off as an habit.....hate to say this, but i'm an addict....not a deep one, as i can choose for now if i want to smoke or not....i can go a whole day, week without smoking weed....but this is where i'm confused.....naturally, i'm a very disagreeable person lack self confidence, i want to be the lesser person in groups, i really struggle socializing. things i'd comfortable do when i'm alone, but when i'm in the midst of people, i start to doubt myself and end up looking less...positions i'm qualified to hold, i withdraw and not participate then making me look like i don't care...but i do...i just don't trust my judgement....i'm always tensed, i can't hold meaningful conversation.....then i wonder why....why do i feel less of myself outside....i get into unnecessary arguments too though....living my life, honestly is troubling......however, i noticed, anytime i smoke weed or get high, i'm always bold,sure of myself, and can hold a decent conversation.....i mean, i talk and people would want to listen......i am focused....how far i have gone in learning these I.T skills i posses right now is due to the fact that it keeps me focused....i feel different...like the world is under my feet........i want to make it a lifestyle.....the co-operate world don't want such person, but the co-operate world too won't like my sober person too...

Trust me, i have tried reading books on self development, it didn't help.....my fear is, soon i'll be going for NYSC and i really need to get a job to assist my parents.......i 98% believe with my highness mood i can literally ace any interview.....God decides, but trust me, when i say you won't have a conversation with me and not feel impressed.......i've been researching on countries that legalised weed....Canada comes to mind....i'm thinking of working and Saving to leave.....i feel whole when high......


your take guys will be appreciated a whole lot....i really don't want to live on weed....i feel bad, but how it gets me going is want i can't overlook

You need corn

I personally don't think you have much of a problem, you are naturally an introvert and the weed you take just helps you build your confidence. What I think you should do is try and forsake the weed, ( probably gradually). Then build your confidence by attending life seminar, having a life coach And reading self esteem books I think it's going to help a lot

Fugazy2023:
You need corn

lol....bro i'm serious

livingimage:
I personally don't think you have much of a problem, you are naturally an introvert and the weed you take just helps you build your confidence. What I think you should do is try and forsake the weed, ( probably gradually). Then build your confidence by attending life seminar, having a life coach And reading self esteem books I think it's going to help a lot

Thank you sir......i appreciate your inputs......i'd reflect on what i'll get here.....i've tried all those.....sometimes,i get un easy, restless....weed helps...most times depressed.....

'You can never know how strong you are, unless you have no other option than to be strong!'

Your problem is that you are somewhat dependent on some people right now. But trust me, when it is time to be a man, you will be a man.

Graduate, get very busy searching for jobs and upgrading yourself... Hopefully the rest will fall in place.

Oblongata:
'You can never know how strong you are, unless you have no other option than to be strong!'

Your problem is that you are somewhat dependent on some people right now. But trust me, when it is time to be a man, you will be a man.

Graduate, get very busy searching for jobs and upgrading yourself... Hopefully the rest will fall in place.

Thank you for this boss

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