As unpopular as this might sound, as much as possible, avoid black tax. You are still young. Why are you carrying the family.

If you crash and burn, family will still continue without you. If you die, they will cry and move on.

See it this way, don’t put the seeds in your hands in your family’s mouth, plant the seeds, let it grow into fruits then you can feed them the fruits from the tree you’ve planted. Feed them the seeds and there will be no tree.