I am finally back after a year. Life hasn’t been easy for me, last year was like a roller coaster full of ups and downs, but I am grateful to have survived it. This year hasn’t been rosy at all, I’ve experienced so many downs less than two months into the new year, which makes me think God is punishing me for my past mistakes/sins. I wish I could repent, but my lifestyle won’t let me.

I stopped posting about my sexcapades and logged out from Nairaland because some people in my school were able to identify me since my username is my first name. They challenged me, which brought me so much shame.

But now, I want to continue writing the story, and I don’t care about them anymore. Although I may not remember some of the events because I’ve been stressed and struggling lately, which makes me forget things easily. I’m not even performing well in my academic activities anymore; I’m so slow and dense now. I hope and pray this phase of my life could end as soon as possible so I can start enjoying life.

The only reason I want to continue writing my story here is that I see Nairaland as my open diary where I can pour my thoughts and record my daily activities, so people can learn from my mistakes.

WHAT I WENT THROUGH IN THE PAST AND ALSO GOING THROUGH NOW
I lost two close friends to tragic deaths, which I’m still trying to heal from the pain. I lost my well-paying remote job and tried to make money on crypto but lost everything. My parents are getting mad at me due to my waywardness and unseriousness. I tried to make money on Twitter, and it worked for me at first, but Elon Musk paused my ad revenue for no reason. I’ve been going from one bad luck to another. These are the reasons why I think I’m receiving my punishment at this moment, and I wish God could forgive me.

Also, I’m no longer a lover boy. Although I had four girlfriends last year, two of them broke up with me, and I currently have two now.

I’m now in my final year, and it has been hell for me. It has to be the most stressful year in the university, and I finally understand the reason why students call family and friends to rejoice with them after they graduate. It’s not easy to be a final year student at all.

I’ll be continuing the story as soon as possible. If you’re just seeing this, find a time to read and bookmark it because I’ll be posting there frequently now


Here is the link to the story

https://www.nairaland.com/7521882/sexcapades-university-how-almost-end#119962297

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We thank God for keeping you

Hope you have repented and stop fornication for life. The earliest you stop the better for you.