can you remember your 1st heartbreak? how did you feel and how did u get over it

My first heartbreak was way way back 24 years ago with longtime sweetheart then engaged bf that we planned to get married as soon as he graduated from secondary school while i was sophomore college student.

He (19 yr old) dumped me (18 yr old) for 15 yr old virgin girl at same alma mater secondary school. I remembered it was hell painful hurt my feeling----my dream shattered into many pieces. Because we together were 4 years relationship all those year, we both met both families together. Everyone in school knew us.

Yeah, both families, friends, and even our pastors on both side(my home and his home) SHOCKED about breakup and felt so disgusted with him---of course hell furious at him.

I will never go back with him EVER AGAIN!

Guess what? What happen to him now 24 years later? He is HIV-positive, drug-addict, and have too many health problems---menatality, he was not the same guy like 24 yr ago. That's too bad he never see what I am doing. Yes, he heard lot about me thru class reunion he avoided to go, felt ashamed and embarrassed for the rest of his life thinking about---could have me if he marry me. Nope he does not have job, nothing at all, just potato couch or freeloader.

Funny thing is this guy that liked me very much broke up with me after he went and lived in England for a bit. I remember crying afterwards , I was only 13 years old. It's too funny when I think of it now