relax and thank god that u r healthy me im broke as Bleep and also sick with no money for treatment. just lying down in my bed i dont even think about suicide cuz its never an option

OP if you're still here, please don't kill yourself. Please don't give up.

It's okay to feel bad, it okay to be overwhelmed, hell It's okay to feel hopeless sometimes but what isn't okay is to stop trying.

You only lose when you stop trying.

I don't know if this will help but go to Google and search for "legal proofs transcription". Maybe you can get a job there.

You can also go to a website called we work remotely and apply for remote work there. Lack of jobs in Nigeria doesn't mean lack of jobs everywhere else.

You got this man.