Yesterday night,I couldn't sleep ,I kept turning over in my bed,I couldn't read either,my mind kept going blank, when I tasted food and I felt like throwing up,and damn was I hungry.
I've jokingly joined people to chant the popular breakfast slang recently, never imagining I would be served one soon..
How do you handle this,will the pain ever fade?Cos I need my focus as soon as possible..I feel so messed up emotionally right now and I just have to let it out someway,I don't even mind the insults I might probably receive here,this is my safe place somehow .
I never imagined loving anyone for such a long period of time.... foolishly, pathetically,hung up on him,this guy led me on,and for so long we were in a state of undefined relationship..friends we called ourselves but the attachment was something else, everyone saw this but I lived in a state of constant denial..scared of ruining things..I was enjoying the friendship..of course,all this was mutual..until he announced to me that he was In a relationship with someone..skipping all the annoying details..he wants us to remain friends as he could not bear to lose what we have, my mind spinning, vision blurry,lol .I couldn't believe it, a part of me tho was expecting it but not when we were still together..he said a lot of things I can hardly remember, begging me not to leave him,well I told him it wouldn't be fair to the girl...and he should just focus on her.. it seemed the right thing to say, but I was fuming inside..I had no right to but I was anyway..he is been trying to appease me since but what's the point..I told him to give me spaaccce.
Right now,I just feel embarrassed,I never knew you could be break up with someone you didn't date,lol I feel angry at myself, I've turned down a lot of ppl cos of him..I couldn't even see others, but then I've learnt a lot from this,.. we're both in our very early twenties,he's only a few months older and the girl according to him isn't twenty yet .. never again will I fall recklessly in love like that, never will I be in an undefined relationship again.Never will I let my heart control my head again..This is my first and hopefully my last experience of this kind again. Phew I never knew I could type this much on NL

Eeeeeyaaaaaaa

Wow,so the post was duplicated

That is why one must define relationship at early stage. For how long did you stay in that undefined relationship?

But this doesn't stop you from loving the way you did, you didn't do anything bad . You just have to be more sensitive when going into a relationship. Abeg go and eat jaree. You will soon get over it.

Last last na everybody go chop breakfast.

Olaolex:
That is why one must define relationship at early stage. For how long did you stay in that undefined relationship?

But this doesn't stop you from loving the way you did, you didn't do anything bad . You just have to be more sensitive when going into a relationship. Abeg go and eat jaree. You will soon get over it.

Three years..ever since I entered school.. lol, imagine.

Thanks tho

mizzhathaway:

Three years..ever since I entered school.. lol, imagine.

Thanks tho

Ehya! I feel your pain. But a whole three years no be child play. Go and eat and sleep well joor

Olaolex:
Ehya! I feel your pain. But a whole three years no be child play. Go and eat and sleep well joor

Will try

mizzhathaway:
Will try

Or do you wanna fast

Olaolex:
Or do you wanna fast

Lol..on top what.

mizzhathaway:
Yesterday night,I couldn't sleep ,I kept turning over in my bed,I couldn't read either,my mind kept going blank, when I tasted food and I felt like throwing up,and damn was I hungry.
I've jokingly joined people to chant the popular breakfast slang recently, never imagining I would be served one soon..
How do you handle this,will the pain ever fade?Cos I need my focus as soon as possible..I feel so messed up emotionally right now and I just have to let it out someway,I don't even mind the insults I might probably receive here,this is my safe place somehow .
I never imagined loving anyone for such a long period of time.... foolishly, pathetically,hung up on him,this guy led me on,and for so long we were in a state of undefined relationship..friends we called ourselves but the attachment was something else, everyone saw this but I lived in a state of constant denial..scared of ruining things..I was enjoying the friendship..of course,all this was mutual..until he announced to me that he was In a relationship with someone..skipping all the annoying details..he wants us to remain friends as he could not bear to lose what we have, my mind spinning, vision blurry,lol .I couldn't believe it, a part of me tho was expecting it but not when we were still together..he said a lot of things I can hardly remember, begging me not to leave him,well I told him it wouldn't be fair to the girl...and he should just focus on her.. it seemed the right thing to say, but I was fuming inside..I had no right to but I was anyway..he is been trying to appease me since but what's the point..I told him to give me spaaccce.
Right now,I just feel embarrassed,I never knew you could be break up with someone you didn't date,lol I feel angry at myself, I've turned down a lot of ppl cos of him..I couldn't even see others, but then I've learnt a lot from this,.. we're both in our very early twenties,he's only a few months older and the girl according to him isn't twenty yet .. never again will I fall recklessly in love like that, never will I be in an undefined relationship again.Never will I let my heart control my head again..This is my first and hopefully my last experience of this kind again. Phew I never knew I could type this much on NL

This is d background story 2 how naija feminist were made, all this gals that re mean, this is where it all started

mizzhathaway:

Lol..on top what.

Lols Abeg cheer up and chop and get a nap. You can not hurt yourself ontop one matter wey no get leg. Your real guy is coming. Don't hurt your emotion for him o.

Heathrow44:



This is d background story 2 how naija feminist were made, all this gals that re mean, this is where it all started

I tell you sir

Get me his phone number to talk to him because nobody is going to park his leftover o.

browndre:
Get me his phone number to talk to him because nobody is going to park his leftover o.

abnormal people everywhere

browndre:
Get me his phone number to talk to him because nobody is going to park his leftover o.

You are a fooool..

You'll get over it and I promise you'll be stronger. Just concentrate on your education for now.

But if you're Igbo holla at me, I've been single and confused since my breakfast of almost 10yrs

mizzhathaway:
Yesterday night,I couldn't sleep ,I kept turning over in my bed,I couldn't read either,my mind kept going blank, when I tasted food and I felt like throwing up,and damn was I hungry.
I've jokingly joined people to chant the popular breakfast slang recently, never imagining I would be served one soon..
How do you handle this,will the pain ever fade?Cos I need my focus as soon as possible..I feel so messed up emotionally right now and I just have to let it out someway,I don't even mind the insults I might probably receive here,this is my safe place somehow .
I never imagined loving anyone for such a long period of time.... foolishly, pathetically,hung up on him,this guy led me on,and for so long we were in a state of undefined relationship..friends we called ourselves but the attachment was something else, everyone saw this but I lived in a state of constant denial..scared of ruining things..I was enjoying the friendship..of course,all this was mutual..until he announced to me that he was In a relationship with someone..skipping all the annoying details..he wants us to remain friends as he could not bear to lose what we have, my mind spinning, vision blurry,lol .I couldn't believe it, a part of me tho was expecting it but not when we were still together..he said a lot of things I can hardly remember, begging me not to leave him,well I told him it wouldn't be fair to the girl...and he should just focus on her.. it seemed the right thing to say, but I was fuming inside..I had no right to but I was anyway..he is been trying to appease me since but what's the point..I told him to give me spaaccce.
Right now,I just feel embarrassed,I never knew you could be break up with someone you didn't date,lol I feel angry at myself, I've turned down a lot of ppl cos of him..I couldn't even see others, but then I've learnt a lot from this,.. we're both in our very early twenties,he's only a few months older and the girl according to him isn't twenty yet .. never again will I fall recklessly in love like that, never will I be in an undefined relationship again.Never will I let my heart control my head again..This is my first and hopefully my last experience of this kind again. Phew I never knew I could type this much on NL

mizzhathaway:
Yesterday night,I couldn't sleep ,I kept turning over in my bed,I couldn't read either,my mind kept going blank, when I tasted food and I felt like throwing up,and damn was I hungry.
I've jokingly joined people to chant the popular breakfast slang recently, never imagining I would be served one soon..
How do you handle this,will the pain ever fade?Cos I need my focus as soon as possible..I feel so messed up emotionally right now and I just have to let it out someway,I don't even mind the insults I might probably receive here,this is my safe place somehow .
I never imagined loving anyone for such a long period of time.... foolishly, pathetically,hung up on him,this guy led me on,and for so long we were in a state of undefined relationship..friends we called ourselves but the attachment was something else, everyone saw this but I lived in a state of constant denial..scared of ruining things..I was enjoying the friendship..of course,all this was mutual..until he announced to me that he was In a relationship with someone..skipping all the annoying details..he wants us to remain friends as he could not bear to lose what we have, my mind spinning, vision blurry,lol .I couldn't believe it, a part of me tho was expecting it but not when we were still together..he said a lot of things I can hardly remember, begging me not to leave him,well I told him it wouldn't be fair to the girl...and he should just focus on her.. it seemed the right thing to say, but I was fuming inside..I had no right to but I was anyway..he is been trying to appease me since but what's the point..I told him to give me spaaccce.
Right now,I just feel embarrassed,I never knew you could be break up with someone you didn't date,lol I feel angry at myself, I've turned down a lot of ppl cos of him..I couldn't even see others, but then I've learnt a lot from this,.. we're both in our very early twenties,he's only a few months older and the girl according to him isn't twenty yet .. never again will I fall recklessly in love like that, never will I be in an undefined relationship again.Never will I let my heart control my head again..This is my first and hopefully my last experience of this kind again. Phew I never knew I could type this much on NL

The way you write tell it all.

Wotoporiously speaking

Na this kind breakfast them dey chop very Late but Early in the morning

imadiyi:

The way you write tell it all.

I don't get the point you are trying to pass.

Ororocelemi:
You'll get over it and I promise you'll be stronger. Just concentrate on your education for now.

But if you're Igbo holla at me, I've been single and confused since my breakfast of almost 10yrs

Yh thanks I'm all good now.
I'm not Igbo, sorry

mizzhathaway:

I don't get the point you are trying to pass.

A correlation pattern of not identifying your want and indecisiveness,, do you get?

imadiyi:

A correlation pattern of not identifying your want and indecisiveness,, do you get?

Truthfully,still trying to decipher....thought you were talking about my writing. Anyways,my brain is too clouded to comprehend any form of ambiguity rn.. Bottom line I don't get.

mizzhathaway:
Yesterday night,I couldn't sleep ,I kept turning over in my bed,I couldn't read either,my mind kept going blank, when I tasted food and I felt like throwing up,and damn was I hungry.
I've jokingly joined people to chant the popular breakfast slang recently, never imagining I would be served one soon..
How do you handle this,will the pain ever fade?Cos I need my focus as soon as possible..I feel so messed up emotionally right now and I just have to let it out someway,I don't even mind the insults I might probably receive here,this is my safe place somehow .
I never imagined loving anyone for such a long period of time.... foolishly, pathetically,hung up on him,this guy led me on,and for so long we were in a state of undefined relationship..friends we called ourselves but the attachment was something else, everyone saw this but I lived in a state of constant denial..scared of ruining things..I was enjoying the friendship..of course,all this was mutual..until he announced to me that he was In a relationship with someone..skipping all the annoying details..he wants us to remain friends as he could not bear to lose what we have, my mind spinning, vision blurry,lol .I couldn't believe it, a part of me tho was expecting it but not when we were still together..he said a lot of things I can hardly remember, begging me not to leave him,well I told him it wouldn't be fair to the girl...and he should just focus on her.. it seemed the right thing to say, but I was fuming inside..I had no right to but I was anyway..he is been trying to appease me since but what's the point..I told him to give me spaaccce.
Right now,I just feel embarrassed,I never knew you could be break up with someone you didn't date,lol I feel angry at myself, I've turned down a lot of ppl cos of him..I couldn't even see others, but then I've learnt a lot from this,.. we're both in our very early twenties,he's only a few months older and the girl according to him isn't twenty yet .. never again will I fall recklessly in love like that, never will I be in an undefined relationship again.Never will I let my heart control my head again..This is my first and hopefully my last experience of this kind again. Phew I never knew I could type this much on NL

Why won't he dump you when you don't even know how to write even as a student you claim to be. If you chat with me like this I will just block you off the first day.

Mekanus:
Why won't he dump you when you don't even know how to write even as a student you claim to be. If you chat with me like this I will just block you off the first day.

Ok prof.

mizzhathaway:

Truthfully,still trying to decipher....thought you were talking about my writing. Anyways,my brain is too clouded to comprehend any form of ambiguity rn.. Bottom line I don't get.

You have to, dear! Else, same thing will transpired a second time, exhibiting a differ traits,,ok?

@OP Pele.. he probably feels same way about you but isn't sure since the relationship is undefined.
Don't go and drink sniper just yet, chill and see if he'd come around (to ask you out this time).

Mekanus:
Why won't he dump you when you don't even know how to write even as a student you claim to be. If you chat with me like this I will just block you off the first day.

Anyway, Let me take it that you had a bad day, calm down small ok? We don't know each other, the day I wrote that, I was not even okay I don't know how to describe it, I just wanted to type, besides this is just a post on an anonymous forum. I'm not submitting a thesis here for anyone's scrutiny,and I don't owe you or anyone an explanation for how I write here, whether I use abbrv or not or too lazy to punctuate well, it's not your business..yes I'm a student,and good one at that for your info,I even write books as a hobby, even better than some art students, not to seek your validation or anything just so you know not jump on anonymous people next time especiallly my moniker,thank you. Oh and just so you know, no one dumped me, learn to read and understand. Goodnight.

imadiyi:

You have to, dear! Else, same thing will transpired a second time, exhibiting a differ traits,,ok?

Ok

flokii:
@OP Pele.. he probably feels same way about you but isn't sure since the relationship is undefined.
Don't go and drink sniper just yet, chill and see if he'd come around (to ask you out this time).

Sniper keeee..E never reach like that o brother, but thank you sha.

This is like a month ago,I don't even feel that bad anymore.

mizzhathaway:

Ok

Have a blissful night rest. Many gains await you. Keep your head up,,ok?

imadiyi:

Have a blissful night rest. Many gains await you. Keep your head up,,ok?

Sure thanks