They keep saying i should keep changing my wardrobe, i should get a house for myself, i should get an android phone, i should get several footwears,I should get this,get that, do this contribution or that programme ,etc NO MATTER HOW MUCH I AM PAID.


Life is baseless but sadly death never corrects anything.

so, i am just so downcast.

i dont understand how i can have peace with so many fears caused by constant frustration.

these issues have caused me to struggle with addiction, depression
and a great chance of having more physical health problems that i wont have money to treat.

i have never been getting a full month salary for at least 6 consecutive months since i finished secondary school in 2015.

it has always been barely 2 or 3 consecutive months of what has never been up to 30k but rather mostly about 9 to 13k.

there are many times when i have had no means of earning anything.
what i have mostly seen online is people asking me to pay what i have never made or what i have only made a miserable number of times for what i may not even gain from at the end.


i have seen misery a lot more often than anything else.


i dont even know why i am posting it here.


damn!

You suffer because you have Desires.

Maynthemayn:
You suffer because you have Desires.

Buddha

I see the world as one big prison...no one is leaving here...in regular prisons you have rich, poor, miserable people...
Have you heard of the guy that sued his parents for bringing him here without his permission.

HellVictorinho6:
They keep saying i should keep changing my wardrobe, i should get a house for myself, i should get an android phone, i should get several footwears,I should get this,get that, do this contribution or that programme ,etc NO MATTER HOW MUCH I AM PAID.


Life is baseless but sadly death never corrects anything.

so, i am just so downcast.

i dont understand how i can have peace with so many fears caused by constant frustration.

these issues have caused me to struggle with addiction, depression
and a great chance of having more physical health problems that i wont have money to treat.

i have never been getting a full month salary for at least 6 consecutive months since i finished secondary school in 2015.

it has always been barely 2 or 3 consecutive months of what has never been up to 30k but rather mostly about 9 to 13k.

there are many times when i have had no means of earning anything.
what i have mostly seen online is people asking me to pay what i have never made or what i have only made a miserable number of times for what i may not even gain from at the end.


i have seen misery a lot more often than anything else.


i dont even know why i am posting it here.


damn!

HellVictorinho6:
They keep saying i should keep changing my wardrobe, i should get a house for myself, i should get an android phone, i should get several footwears,I should get this,get that, do this contribution or that programme ,etc NO MATTER HOW MUCH I AM PAID.


Life is baseless but sadly death never corrects anything.

so, i am just so downcast.

i dont understand how i can have peace with so many fears caused by constant frustration.

these issues have caused me to struggle with addiction, depression
and a great chance of having more physical health problems that i wont have money to treat.

i have never been getting a full month salary for at least 6 consecutive months since i finished secondary school in 2015.

it has always been barely 2 or 3 consecutive months of what has never been up to 30k but rather mostly about 9 to 13k.

there are many times when i have had no means of earning anything.
what i have mostly seen online is people asking me to pay what i have never made or what i have only made a miserable number of times for what i may not even gain from at the end.


i have seen misery a lot more often than anything else.


i dont even know why i am posting it here.


damn!

You are still very young and you can change your life's trajectory. It's time for you to start redefining yourself and it's time for you to start looking out for ways and opportunities to serve more and give more to society and see how your story would turn around.

Maynthemayn:
You suffer because you have Desires.

this is unnecessary from you

Change the "hell" to "heaven" in your monicker and you will stop seeing hell
Life is not about being rich or poor but about knowing your purpose. You can only know your purpose by connecting to the Creator of all things but you don't believe in him. A rich preacher once said "vanity upon vanity, all is vanity". All will become vanity if one don't know his purpose in life
Leave the "religion of fools" decieving you and try to know your Creator yourself. You don't need to be like the "many" in NL religion thread to know your Creator

HellVictorinho6:


this is unnecessary from you

It's just an opening of a discourse.
The mind always has desires.

Maynman:

It's just an opening of a discourse.
The mind always has desires.

F.....k tha discourse!

bobestman:
Change the "hell" to "heaven" in your monicker and you will stop seeing hell
Life is not about being rich or poor but about knowing your purpose. You can only know your purpose by connecting to the Creator of all things but you don't believe in him. A rich preacher once said "vanity upon vanity, all is vanity". All will become vanity if one don't know his purpose in life
Leave the "religion of fools" decieving you and try to know your Creator yourself. You don't need to be like the "many" in NL religion thread to know your Creator

My creator must be insane since i have seen what i have seen or lost what i have lost.

HellVictorinho6:


F.....k tha discourse!

You are not thinking, your mind does it for you, there's no independent thought. You are not your mind.

Maynman:

You are not thinking, your mind does it for you, there's no independent thought. You are not your mind.

Keep repeating that like a retarded crackhead

tctrills:

You are still very young and you can change your life's trajectory. It's time for you to start redefining yourself and it's time for you to start looking out for ways and opportunities to serve more and give more to society and see how your story would turn around.

Do u have anything for me?

HellVictorinho6:


Keep repeating that like a retarded crackhead

What you looking for is right within you.

Maynman:

What you looking for is right within you.

Keep wasting ur time

HellVictorinho6:


Keep wasting ur time

Time does not exist, you are always in the eternal now.
The future and past are illusions that causes anxiety and depression.

Maynman:

Time does not exist, you are always in the eternal now.
The future and past are illusions that causes anxiety and depression.

What sorta derailing is this

U keep assuming u deserve attention

HellVictorinho6:


What sorta derailing is this

U keep assuming u deserve attention

Nah, attention deserves me.

Maynman:

Nah, attention deserves me.

at least u dare not leave ur tracks open

HellVictorinho6:



at least u dare not leave ur tracks open

It's all opened.

Maynman:

It's all opened.

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